It's been a good week off = )
Added 2017-07-30 08:25:39 +0000 UTCSpent the week playing a game for fun, taking notes that I couldn't help for a story in the future, did lots of yard work and got outside. Had my first 2 therapy sessions with my new psych (first one since before the channel started) and things went well and am already getting some things back into focus while learning some other techniques to handle some of the stuff that I've been struggling with. Slowly but steady I am getting back to me = ) ... I hope you folks end up enjoying it in the end lol.
Monday I get back to working on GP stuff. I was going to work on things at various points this week but i said "no". I stopped myself and broke my compulsions. It was not easy and will not be easy keeping them in check as I move forward but seeing someone once a week to help me with some issues (both new and old) I think i'll keep this all in check just fine. Just a lot to improve upon myself and to take things slowly. I am going to try out a fun gameplay series for myself. Not much editing so I can still put the bulk of my time into tutorials. Tutorials will be for FO and TES like always and forever (as long as new games come out for them in the future and I don't get caught up on all of the old ones.. laugh .. chuckle.. lol like that will ever happen...). Some various tutorials for other games that I have found fun and would like to introduce you all too with the hopes that you enjoy them as well (many of these other games will be much simpler than the games you have known me for.. and much cheaper...) and hopefully you all appreciate those as well.
I am going to have fun with this channel again staying true to the old but also staying true to myself and allowing myself to actually play some games = ) I truly hope that you enjoy it with me. Things are going to pretty much be 70% the same as always and 30% testing new waters, doing some stuff that I find fun but not stressful or too time consuming. This will allow for time to be put into tutorials that need to be put in but still allowing for some uploads of content that I am happy with to feel as though I'm still moving the channel ahead. Always keeping a place for TES and FO both new and old but allowing for some other games that I find engaging or fun either short term or long.
Anyways... goodnight folks = ) Hope you are all well.
-Michael
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I'm doing tons better just after a week of taking things slow and "living" a bit. Ready to work on some things.
GamerPoets
2017-07-30 21:58:51 +0000 UTCAll work and no play makes Michael a [insert fun but seriously realistic bit]. See? I need a vacation too and look! Bam! No mediocre fun-ish joke available! So take all the time you want, need, would want, didn't want because too much, and as they say "stay calm and game on!" A valuable mind is a waste to waste. Or something. So you keep on trucking and the internet will keep on mucking! .. I really get Arnold at the end of Terminator II.. I really do. Just remember, we love you (too much?) and we want the best for you! (true fact)
Elim Rawne
2017-07-30 20:44:16 +0000 UTC