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The Scouse Factor 07

Chapter 07: Total Makeover

Under the glare of the overhead lights, an unfamiliar reflection stared back at Jack. A week of relentless grooming and beauty treatments had led to a startling t...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 17

March 23rd,

Dear Journal,

These past few days have been a flurry of tulle, satin, flowers, and awkward conversations; a whirlwind of French phrases; a dizzying waltz in towering pumps. ...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 16

March 20th

Dear Journal,

If I thought I knew the definition of exhaustion before, how wrong I was. Working a full day at Annisa's bridal boutique, on these heels that could double as to...

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Book - The Mule

Enjoy : )

Comments welcomed

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Update

Oops, it seems I released the newest post of Fifi in the wrong tier. As a result, I've received a couple of questions I thought I'd address here.

Why is more content being posted in ...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 15

March 18th

Dear Journal,

Each day that passes feels like a new layer of me is being gradually scraped away, replaced with something foreign, uncomfortable, but scarily well-fitted. Yest...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 14

March 16th,

Dear Journal,

The irony of my current situation is not lost on me; just as I find a flicker of optimism, the universe promptly stamps it out. Two days ago, my hope had swell...

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The Mule 22 - End

Under the harsh fluorescent lights of the airport, Ethan queued at the check-in counter. His heart resonated as a hollow echo in his chest, the pulse a relentless reminder of the harsh reality he w...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 13

March 14th

Dear Journal,

My apologies for the silence yesterday, my spirit was too sunken, too steeped in an ocean of despair. The salon experience felt like a heavy anchor dragging me ...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 12

March 12th

Dear Journal,

The agony that grips my feet is relentless. Each step feels akin to walking on shards of glass. The pain serves as a vivid reminder of the ordeal that was last ...

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The Scouse Factor 06

Chapter 06: Reality calling

In the time-forgotten office, nestled amidst a pile of dog-eared tabloids and betting sheets, the vintage wired phone let out a shrill ring. Startled from his de...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 11

March 11th

Dear Journal,

My sanity feels as if it's hanging by a thread, dangling precariously over a gaping abyss of confusion and despair. How can this be happening? How can an averag...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 10

March 10th

Dear Journal,

I can't escape the gnawing sensation that seems to have taken up permanent residence in my stomach, a dreadful knot twisting tighter with each passing moment. I...

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The Mule 21

Ethan stood at the top of the family house’s grand staircase, his heart pounding in his chest. Below, the murmur of voices, clinking of glasses, and occasional laughter echoed - all signs of a ce...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 09

March 9th

Dear Journal,

It appears that, even when things seem to have hit rock bottom, they can still find a way to plunge deeper into the abyss. Each morning I wake up hoping to find ...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 08

March 8th

Dear Journal,

As I write this, every inch of my body aches, my mind is reeling, and my spirit feels like it’s hanging on by a thread. Why, oh why, must one person be subject...

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The Scouse Factor 05

Chapter 05: Stranger in the Mirror

With the dawn of a new day, Jack had found himself enveloped in an unfamiliar realm of femininity. The past hours were an ongoing tutorial, a real-life im...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 07

March 6th

Dear Journal,

Oh, it’s an absolute disaster, a living nightmare from which there seems no escape! My heart yearns for the familiar greyness of London skies, the taste of my ...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 06

March 4th

Dear Journal,

Yesterday, I spent the day in the confines of my hotel room, a seclusion I wouldn't have minded if it weren't for my peculiar circumstances. Ideas ricocheted wit...

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The Mule 20

As Ethan inked his new name onto the official documents, his fingers trembled. Each stroke was a final farewell to his former self, a tragic yet necessary act for the protection of Ava. With the la...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 05

March 3rd.

Dear Journal,

Oh, Journal, where do I even begin? It's all gone horribly wrong! Yesterday's energy and the adrenaline rush of new experiences have all been replaced by a drea...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 04

March 2nd.

Dear Journal,

The moment I set foot in Soekarno-Hatta Airport, Jakarta, I knew I had arrived somewhere entirely different. The whirl of people, a symphony of foreign language...

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The Scouse Factor 04

Chapter 04: Unexpected Exposure

In the days following the photoshoot, Jack had diligently edited and dispatched the images, eager to dispel the lingering discomfort of the afternoon spent i...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 03

March 1st

Dear Journal,

I write to you from thousands of feet above the ground, nestled within the confines of a jetplane that's hurtling towards the unknown. It's strangely exhilaratin...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 02

February 21st

Dear Journal,

In the dimly lit silence of my room, it's just you and me again, Journal. You, my silent listener, and I, the relentless chatterer. These past two weeks, Ani...

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The Mule 19

The morning sunlight bathed the quaint, stone building nestled within the church grounds in a warm glow. In the distance, the ominous spire of the church pierced the clear blue sky, a daunting remi...

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Becoming Fifi: Chronicle of Change - 01

February 7th

Dear Journal,

I’ve never really done this before, written my thoughts down and bared my soul on paper, but the life coach I've been seeing suggested I start. So, here I a...

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The Scouse Factor 03

Chapter 03: In her shoes

"When do you want to do this photoshoot?" Jack asked, a hint of trepidation in his voice.

Chloe, the glint in her eyes mischievous, replied nonchalantly, "No ...

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The Mule 18

In the quiet solitude of the detached cottage at the garden's bottom, Ethan prepared himself for the night. The cottage, a constant reminder of his new reality, served as both his sanctuary and pri...

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The Scouse Factor 02

Chapter 02: Facades and Consequences

A week later, Jack found himself standing in the shadow of Chloe's urban palace. Her invitation to meet up again so soon had been unexpected, yet it was...

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