Kaelan + Ecstatic Self

Early Access: This Week's Video

What if this were the last night of your life? How would you live differently?

NSFW Content link for Jan

Hey patrons!

Here is your link to access my OF for the month of January.

Thank you for all your support! I hope that you enjoy.

Big hugs, Kaelan. :)

2024-01-05 15:01:38 +0000 UTC View Post

NEW Website!!!

Hey gang! Before I release this to everyone else, what are your thoughts?

There are still some tweaks that need to happen. The designer who did my two book covers helped me out with this -- a...

Patron only livestream

Happy NEW YEAR!!

Early Access: New Year's Meditation Video

Hey guys! Here's this week's video. I hope that you enjoy! You get to see it here first.

Merry Christmas! Patron Livestream!

Christmas is traditionally a time for ghost stories... today, I share an advanced practice for connecting with and ushering loved ones through to the other side. I hope you find this useful. Blessi...

Quick update from Chicago...

Things have been not so great for my dad (who is still in the ICU). Wanted to drop you all a quick note. XOXXO

Early access: this week’s video about the solstice.

I hope that you enjoy!

What's going on with my dad?

If you were in the meditation class tonight, you know that my dad ended up in the hospital and could have died today. Here's the full story about what is going on with him. thank you for all your l...

Early Access: The Great Purge -- How Digestive Distress Taught Me a BIG Life Lesson

Hey gang! Here's this week's video.

It's been really cool to share the steps of the journey with you. Last week, I did a candid Patron-only livestream talking about getting sick and how it wa...

My little video last night inspired this...

Hey guys. My talk with you last night made me think I should turn it into a YouTube video. What do you think? Here's a script I drafted up.

Big hugs!! Kaelan

I just returned ...

Behind the Scenes: Sick with Digestive Bug, Purging a loved one, and Connection Time with Hubby

Hey guys! Here's my behind the scenes for the week. XOX

This week was my husband’s birthday

Hey guys! just got home tonight from my husband‘s birthday trip in Mexico (and I am sooooo sick from food poisoning).

I thought it would be fun to share this with you: two years into o...

Monthly link for NSFW content

Hey guys! Here’s your monthly pass to OF. Just a reminder that the uncensored versions of my YouTube videos are available there!

Big hugs, Kaelan

2023-12-04 22:10:20 +0000 UTC View Post

Early Access: Your Naked Truth

Being honest and having integrity are big ideas for me. I am happy to share these thoughts with you!

Tomorrow's Video: Gratitude Meditation for Thanksgiving

We all need to destress during holidays. Hopefully this will help!

Patreon Livestream!!

Here's you exclusive behind the scenes look at what changes are a brewing!

FINALLY able to access YouTube again... here's this week's video

After the ANNOYING 1-week freeze (they still haven't responded to my appeal regarding the strike on my account), I am finally able to upload and post again. Here's the video that is upcoming next; ...

Meditation tonight will be on instagram :-/

Hey guys!

A year ago, I interviewed the orgasmic shaman on my YouTube channel. Two days ago, YouTube issued a strike against my channel because linking to his homepage back then apparently he...

Behind the Scenes for Patrons

This is something I have been thinking about a lot this week: the burnout we feel from the emotional distress of others. It's not something I am ready to talk about on Youtube, but for you all: I a...

Early Access: Youtube Video about the retreat!

Here you go!! Eager to hear your thoughts. <3

Sneak Peek: Oct 2024 Spiritual Retreat in India

This is something I have been working on for MONTHS... and I couldn't be more excited!

Picture this—waking up in the regal Oberoi Delhi, or the historical BrijRama Palace in Varanasi, right...

Link for NSFW content for November

Namaste, my beloved Patrons!

Here's your exclusive OF link for November. THANK YOU so much for all your love and support!

I hope that you enjoy. Sending you all big hugs!

Peace, K...

Script for a video that I don't feel comfortable producing

Hi, gang:

As my Patrons, I try to give you an insider look into my life and process.

This is a script for a video that I wrote two weeks ago. When I approached shooting it, however, I r...

Tomorrow's Video: The Story of Why I Left My Acting Career

This is a video in response to a question several of you have asked me about: Why did I leave acting? Would I ever do it again? 

ALSO ... YAY for starting to shout out to all of you at t...

Live stream for Patrons!

Big hugs to you. all!!! Here's some important updates from me for you all. Please let me know your thoughts!!

Also... this week's video will be the first one where I thank Patrons ...

Tomorrow's Video: Coming Out in 2023: A Personal Choice, Not An Obligation

This video comes from a fan question. I believe that the decision to come out is deeply personal and unique to each individual. While coming out has historically been seen as an essential step for ...

Not sure I should post this... but I had something happen tonight

I have very mixed feelings about sharing this experience. But hopefully that it's helpful for others.

A special behind the scenes conversation just for patrons

It’s been an intense week. This isn’t something I’m ready to discuss publicly yet—but as my friends and supporters, I thought you’d like to know. 

Tomorrow’s Video: The Edge of Madness

Thank you all for checking out the script for this video that I created earlier this week. I thought you would have fun seeing the development process. How it went from that to this. What do you th...