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Hey guys...sharing the eulogy I wrote for my dad that I will be delivering this weekend.

Eulogy for Charles F. Strauss

By Kaelan Strouse, Sept 20, 2024

Thank you all so much for being here. One of the hallmarks of a well-lived life is the people wh...

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Patron Livestream

Love you guys!

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Goodbye, dad

Today is going to be the last day of my father’s life. Within the next several hours, he will be passing. Please join me in offering a prayer and blessing to his soul as he transitions to whateve...

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Update on oracle deck project and book

Hey guys! I have been diligently working on this project. Yesterday, I have a completed draft of the book! Woo hoo!! I also am getting close to the finish line of having the completed deck artwork....

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Patreon Live Stream: Emergency Trip to Chicago and...Gongs?! I need your input

Hey guys! Lots to share. Thanks for all your love and support!

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Early Access: ASMR/Sound Bath meditation

Hey guys!

With my new microphone, I am trying a new technique for guided meditations. I may start adding these in to my regular weekly postings. What do YOU think? Do you like it?

Drop ...

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NSFW Link for Sept

Hey my friend!

I hope the world is treating you kindly.

Here, in DC, the temperature is finally starting to cool, and it is feeling lovely to be outside again. I hope you are taking adv...

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Early Access: Naked Pre-Dawn Questions

Hey gang!

My intended video for this week is going to take considerably more time...so I decided to delay it and do something different.

For a while, I have wanted to revisit the notion...

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Sneak peak... where we are headed

Hey gang!

Just a little sneak peek at what's coming up. This is one of my ALL TIME FAVORITE books which I just did a re-read on. I love it so much and think there's so much to talk ab...

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EARLY ACCESS: Interview with Lorin Roche: Author of the Radiance Sutras!

Hey gang! I am so stoked to share this with you. I hope that you enjoy him as much as I did. Love to you all!

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Trying something new...

Behind the scenes for patrons :)

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Upcoming YouTube video

Guys! I am so excited to share with you that I got to speak with one of my personal heroes today for YouTube interview. I'm going to have added and uploaded it for you on Patreon ASAP. In the meant...

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Winter Retreat! Dec 29th-Jan3rd. Patrons get first dibs!

Hey, Patrons!

I hope you're all doing well. I'm excited to announce our next retreat. As Patrons, you all get priority for booking. 11 people have already requested spots on my next retreatâ€...

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Livestream for Patrons

Hey guys! Love from my parent's home in Chicago

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Edit update: I added a few extra minutes!

Hey guys! After I posted this video for you… I decided to go back and add a few more ideas. I recorded a new segment that goes from minutes 3:09 to 7:29. I think they’re really poignant… So p...

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NSFW Link for August

Good day, good patrons!

I hope August is treating you well. My apologies for being a few days late getting this to you… I hope that you enjoy!

May your end of summer be filled ...

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Early Access: I wish my 17 y.o. Self Knew THIS!

Alright, I tossed out the video on faith and did a new one on life lessons I wish I knew 20 years ago. What do you think?? What do you wish your younger self knew??

Whew, life is hard. I wish...

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Not sharing this one publicly...

Welp... sometimes I get into the editing process of a video and realize..."hmmm, this isn't quite living up to my standards." I like the topic of this video, but I think I could be more concise and...

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Early Access: Hey, Mean Gays! Beauty Fades, Ugliness Lasts Forever

I hate bullies. Today's video is targeting those entitled pricks in the gay world who think they're better than other people because of their abs, or their money, or their social media follower cou...

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Patron livestream/behind the scenes

Love from Covid-land!

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Behind the scenes from our weekend at WV gay campground

Here’s the story from this past weekend that you won’t hear on YouTube. This is just for you guys! Big hugs :)

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I’m off to a nudist campground!

Hey guys! I am en route to Roseland gay, nude campground. Thought I’d drop a little update. Excited to share more once I’m back :)

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Early Access: OMG...I Fell SO HARD for this Guy!

You guys get to see it first! I hope that you enjoy!!! ...warning, this one might make you cry lol

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Early Access: This may be my most controversial YouTube video yet...

Oh boy. Here we go! Let me know what you think before I release this to the world tomorrow :)

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Warning....I am about to do something controversial

Hey Patrons....

So, y'all are going to get this week's video shortly. And I need to give you a heads up... it's going to be controversial. I want this to be a space where we can openly discu...

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Livestream chanting mantra

Hey guys! I did a livestream chanting mantra last night. I’ve changed the settings so now only patrons have access to it via playback. Anyone who isn’t a patron and missed it live is out of luc...

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Interviewed by the lovely Darren Main

I adore Darren and was so tickled to be invited to be interviewed by him :)

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Early Access: 12 Naked Men, 6 Days, 1 House | A Spiritual Retreat

Here's early access to this week's video! :)

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Livestream: Home from My Summer Retreat!

I just got home and am catching you all up!

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Early access: finding lasting happiness

I’m more ambitious than I thought. I didn’t think I’d be able to get a video done and uploaded before my retreat started today… But, surprise surprise, I am an overachiever.

I hope yo...

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