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I daydream at night... so is it still called a "daydream?"

I'm listening to "Cultural Mixing" by Kaqriyo Terror Architect. It's been a long time since I've actually absorbed the brilliance of this album. Every single song is perfect. Not one bad note in th...

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Massive News Post Update for Idol Underworld AND my Patreons!

Hello all of you! I've been kind of quiet lately, but take a look at Idol Underworld now, and you'll see why...

I JUST ADDED SIX BRAND NEW GROUPS! And if that wasn't enough, I also have merch...

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Shake. Stir. Some Rattling. Lots of rolling. And falling. And falling....

You know, Moneyball, that movie with Brad Bitt, about Major League Baseball... it might be one of the best-looking movies I've ever seen. I've been working on colors for grading the documentary and...

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Idol Underworld Update -Happy Valentine's Day Everybody!

You know, I decided to use Patreon to give an update for everybody as to what's happening at Idol underworld this past week. It's SO much that to put it all on Facebook might be really difficult to...

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Suxxk my dixx, Bixxx!!!!

I'll get to the reason for the title of this post in a moment. Trust me, it's funny!

Anyway, I haven't posted in awhile because I've been beyond busy with doing a million idol related activit...

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Soft delay pedal tones

Well, I ate that spaghetti by myself. 

It wasn't meant to be anything except another late night tweet, or post, or whatever, from my heart. Just something I felt at the time. Nothing too...

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Idol Underworld 2020 - Plans and New Beginnings

Hello everybody! Yeah... I got some MAJOR news. So let's just jump into it...


For starters, I have to tell you all a huge THANKS for making 2019 a great year for me. I mean, person...

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There is a stop. And then there is a pause. Not sure which I'm in right now...

Hamidasystem's new album, Down, has been playing seriously nonstop for me these days. It's really the soundtrack to me going out of my fucking mind. These late nights are becoming slow exercises in...

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No Sleep Till.... Tokyo?

That's an old Beastie Boys reference. Not sure why I am thinking of them at the moment, but... yeah. Bonus points for you if you are actually old enough to catch my switch in the song title there.<...

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Yoi Otoshi Wo Omukai Kudasai!!!

The fancy title just says, "Happy New Years" in Japanese. Or something like that.

I'm sitting here in my apartment on the last day of 2019 eating a half pound Reese's chocolate peanut butter ...

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We have come so far.

My Day Yesterday:

So, yeah, went to immigration in the morning to basically make sure I don't die a lonely death someplace other than Japan, which I'm sure to do here the way my life has gone...

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A Lack of Faith

When it comes to God, there are two things I believe:

1. There IS a God. 

2. I am not that God.

I used to believe so much more about God, and Jesus, and all things religious....

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you become a memory yourself.

It's been a minute. December is here, and that means Christmas will be happening soon, though here in Japan, it's really not that big of a deal. It's more like an excuse to line up for a ridiculous...

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End of (these) Days

It's been a minute, hasn't it?

 So the last few weeks were a whirlwind of both happiness and shit all mixed together and slung at my face with the speed of a Nolan Ryan Fastball.  View Post

When The Crashing Comes and You don't know who...

4AM is super dangerous for me. Mentally speaking. 

I spent Saturday basically taking chekis of idols. All fucking day. It was so much fun, despite being tired from only getting about two...

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Punk Rock Shopping

Hanako and me were trying to decide what would be best to film that is outside of a live show. She suggested her ritual of buying stickers for her fans and for herself, plus other assorted goods. S...

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Please shut your fuxxxing heart!

I'm literally going crazy. 

Like, I've been going nonstop the past week. NON. FUCKING. STOP. 

It's not that I don't have time to myself or time to sleep. I just CAN'T be alone...

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Floating. Sinking. A little of both

One of the best memories I have of this past year is coming home from shows and HER shoes would be there, in the genkan of my apartment. She had got off work and surprised me and waited for me whil...

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Bare Knuckles and skinned knees

I've been buuuuussy. As usual. Tomorrow, oh man... got two interviews lined up, and I'm working on my biggest interview yet. Ricky's helping me with that one. I'm so grateful he's actually saying h...

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Joy before the storm. Literally.

Everybody is fucking freaking out here in Japan because of the typhoon coming our way. Everything got cancelled today, which when I say today, I mean like later today, as in 12 hours or so. Necroma...

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NEW PATREON TIERS ADDED AND LATELY THINGS ARE...

NOTE: DO NOT SHARE THESE PICTURES OR POST THEM ON SOCIAL MEDIA! They are ultra private and Hanako does not want these shared. Please respect her wishes!

What's up guys!

 So I just ...

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Communications.

Here I am again. 

Had to film Kiss Hug tonight. I totally was not on the right side of the stage to do this... plus I had a ridiculous overhead light in some parts that was so fucking bl...

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Lilii Kaona. Dance in the Perfect.

Literally woke up after two hours of sleep exactly. I have no idea how the fuck I managed to do that. Usually when I try something like a two hour sleep quickie, I fuck that up so bad that I end up...

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Chi-(is my)- hiro

Monday started off like a Monday... you know, every fucking thing going wrong that could go wrong. 

The space I wanted to rent in Ikebukuro to do the interviews pulled some bullshit with...

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Joy in the morning

Fell asleep so late last night after Kunogi's graduation show. Tried working and ended up just zombifying in front of my computer. I literally fell asleep with my head on the keyboard. 

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Farewell and Forward, Onward

Last night was Kunogi Kenbishi's final performance as a member of Necronomidol. 

I was upstairs at Shinjuku Marz doing some filming for my documentary. For Necroma, it's tricky for me to...

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The Real Night's Watch

My GOD, have I been busy! I mean, so busy I have literally slept maybe six hours in the past two days! Just... holy fuck me all to hell!

So, here was my day today....

Woke up an hour be...

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SHOKO, SHOKO, SHOKO ASAHARA....

Well, that was interesting.

Hanako San invited me to come film her recording today. The brain on this girl. She knows me putting that out there is going to get people excited about her upcomi...

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Nanomoral No moral no Nano?

The documentary keeps rolling.

 So this time, I filmed Nanomoral's very rare acoustic live set. It was at Shinjuku Dues. I had so much fun at this live, and felt so many great emotions. ...

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End of Days.

First,  all of you who gave me such beautiful words of encouragement in the last Patreon post... THANK YOU. Also, didn't mean to sound like... I guess not understanding... when some of you men...

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