ATTENTION I will be doing a live stream tonight at 5 PM mountain time of my visit to meow Wolf in Denver. It is supposedly accessible. Guess we'll find out!
Note: for those of you who live and t...
This is something new that's been happening lately whenever my caregiver Ella massages this area. For some reason, the hyper reactivity in my shoulder blade area moved into the area underneath my a...
2022-12-28 05:46:38 +0000 UTC View Post
… don't worry I'll be back to making new content soon! Just recalibrating after the holidays
2022-12-27 23:26:46 +0000 UTC View PostHopes and dreams like amphetamines keep me high on the nights when I don't wanna fight
A quiet loneliness in my being
Lonewolf eating the mushrooms on the ceiling
When you're one of the only snacks in the house…
Unfairly deprived of cuddles,
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2022-12-23 04:14:36 +0000 UTC View Post
Read my first post below before you watch this one!
I kind of switch to talking about online dating, which kind of sucks, because my feelings are the same whether I'm dealing with emotional aban...
Maybe it's this area…
Maybe because I am High maintenance…
Either way. Can people just stay ??
Uploading a video tonight:)
Probably a couple videos…
I have a major update for you all but there will be two separate videos about it. Make sure to watch them in order otherwise they...
2022-12-22 01:29:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Microdosing and trying not to let some unsettling news get me down…
Also, we have a -14° day coming up here in Colorado and I'm over here dressed like this…
… don't laugh at the shrubbery in my pussy at the end…
Maybe I need a professional photographer?
hmmm
2022-12-18 22:52:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Sometimes, you don't feel safe around certain people. Emotionally safe.
There's a huge sigh of relief and comfort Felt when somebody offers a safe space around themselves and in conversat...
2022-12-18 04:32:43 +0000 UTC View Post
“fuck me to death, Love me until I love myself“
Uploading a rose petal video tomorrow…
Part one…
When one is depressed, one should make art.
Or take nudes.
Same thing.
Yours,
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2022-12-18 03:49:29 +0000 UTC View Post
So this is how the interview went down.
Special thanks to everybody who has been messaging me about my depression. You guys rock.
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2022-12-17 21:54:24 +0000 UTC View PostI'm in such a dark place tonight.
I truly Believe that it would be a relief for everyone if I was not existing on this earth anymore.
I imagine how relieved my parents would be, how my sib...
2022-12-16 05:39:33 +0000 UTC View Post
My acupuncturist, yvonne, demonstrates how to massage the vascular area around my pec/ armpit area.
I can't speak for every quadriplegic, but for me physical attention and massage helps so mu...
2022-12-14 22:18:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Thinking about all the desperately wrong things you'd do to me…
Also snowed in again…
It should be criminal to spend Winters in Colorado alone…
needy for cuddles,
e&nb...
2022-12-14 02:13:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Still offering FaceTime calls for my scandalous patrons!
Usually, calls are 5 to 15 minutes Long and you can ask me pretty much anything!
You can ask me to dress up in something specific, ...
2022-12-14 01:59:59 +0000 UTC View Post
What's the best and worst part of quadriplegia?
I'm constantly being handled. I would say this is better than the alternative.
It snowed again, but thankfully my acupuncturist still showed...
2022-12-14 01:32:05 +0000 UTC View Post
New therapy post and video update:)
I'm feeling much better thank you everyone who sent me well wishes while I had Covid, successfully avoided a hospital stay.
Getting through December,...
2022-12-14 00:32:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Combined with getting Covid, December holds special challenges for me what with caregivers schedules being patchy and having to be around family members who really don't ask me how I'm doing or wha...
2022-12-11 05:41:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Because I still rely on a ventilator at night and a diaphragm pacer to help me breathe during the day, I have a tracheostomy which has to be maintained every month by being replaced with a new one....
2022-12-09 00:08:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm available to schedule FaceTime calls and commissioned videos again! Just let me know what exactly you have in mind and if you're already a part of my second-tier subscription it's no extra char...
2022-12-08 19:41:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm still in bed since Thursday. I keep trying to get up in the morning to do my bowel program but then I have no results so I go back to bed and end up having an accident in bed. It's so humiliati...
2022-12-04 00:19:35 +0000 UTC View Post
For some reason whenever we stretch like this, my left leg goes up in the air!
I didn't make it outside today either, it was a high of 44° and I felt like I was getting a head cold and I really...
Hey Zach, I hope you see this. These are my casual options for tomorrow:D
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2022-11-30 21:10:39 +0000 UTC View Post
