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"The Midnight Burlesque," Part 4

The grand finale of my evening of debauchery.

And the final dance for this pair of pointe shoes! Subscribe at the level of "Captain" to receive them as a special gift. 

Enjoy!

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The Blue Lights

16 February 2020

A bar in Neukölln

Every time a cop drove past, I’d watch it like a hawk.

Eyes wide, mind alert, muscles tensed, heartbeat ele...

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"The Midnight Burlesque," Part 3

I could not stop dancing.  

Censorship is so toxic. And I came to Berlin to escape that. 

So I kept going...

Enjoy!

Fondly,

Ernestine

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Dancing in a Nest of Sticks? In Which Ernestine Confuses Her Flatmates

 17 April 2020

1:34 am


I do believe that I have confused the fuck out of my housemates.

Preamble #1: There is no doubt that these Germans I have h...

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Who Will Get My Pointe Shoes?!?

After this week's exciting burlesque filming, I have decided that these pointe shoes have become far too floppy and deserve a gracious retirement.

My feet have endorsed this decision.

T...

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"The Midnight Burlesque"

This is the sequel to "Ernestine's Burlesque Debut," broadcast on Twitch for Gieza's Pokehouse, the April 14th show.  

However, due to Twitch's outrageous "protect the children" censorsh...

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The Crocuses

17 February 2020

Bed


I think it’s spring in Berlin.

I saw green leaf sprouts on a bush today. Also daisies and crocuses. Everywhere, things are turning green. (Given,...

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Ernestine's Berlin Debut!!!

Please enjoy this burlesque, made especially for Gieza's Pokehouse on Twitch, premiered on April 14th!!!  

Gieza Poke, a legendary queen of the Berlin drag scene, invited me to perform a...

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Sweaters for Cats and Serendipitous Berlin Architecture

February 15, 2020

A Bar in Neukölln

Well, I made it: 1 month. There should be something with a candle on it, I feel.

WHEW! It has been a difficu...

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Ernestine chats about her quarantined Berlin Burlesque debut!

This evening, my Berlin Burlesque debut will be premiering on Twitch at Gieza's Pokehouse!!! Watch at 9pm Berlin time: 

www.twitch.tv/giezapoke     

However, th...

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Nightmares I Thought I Left Behind & A Walk Through the Woods

Note: I am publishing old blog posts every few days, trying to get you caught up, dear reader; however, a blog is a blog, so I'll be posting contemporaneously from time to time as well. Everything ...

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The Pony Dress

1 February 2020
Berlin

At the horrible moment I did it–cramming things frantically into the big suitcase, probably crying and in an utter state of panic, mere hours before getting on the...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Dangling From the Sky"

I swear Martha Graham came to me last night and taught me a new skill.

If you've been around for awhile, you've heard me butcher this quote of hers over and over and over again; however, once...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "How Long, My Love? How Long?"

Every day I get to dance is a gift.

Enjoy.

Fondly,

Ernestine

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Some Real Shit.

Friday, January 31, 2020

2:13 am

A bed in Kreuzberg, Berlin

Ok well here we go again.

Another night before a move, and Iâ€...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "A Viscosity of Air"

#14 in my "daily video from my bedroom" series, this one put me in mind of something I was taught when I was a fledgling ballerina.  

"If you see someone who looks like they're a profess...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: Inner Demons

If you've ever been curious what's inside the head of a young woman as she trains in ballet with the intention of becoming a professional dancer, watch me wrestle with one big ugly demon in particu...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: Fusion Pointe Experiment!

Hi friends!

Last week, I noticed that while I was up on my pointes improvising, my body kept adding in things I learned in Middle Eastern dance classes. So this week, I did an experiment: Cou...

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In Which Ernestine Makes a New Friend

26 January 2020

St. Oberholz Café

Berlin, Germany

It’s my second day in Berlin!

I arrived via hellish 13 hour overnight bus ride (I know, horribly gauche a...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine, Week 3! Update/Chat.

Hello friends! 

The view from Berlin! (Sorry, quite long, SO much to tell you!!)

I discuss: 

-What's up with me in my head 

-What's up in Berlin 

-...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: Warm up

A little bit of plié, a little bit of dégagé, rond des jambes, and stretching. All my favorites to get me warm for pointe and ballet improvisation. 

Enjoy!

Fondly,

Ernesti...

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Improvisation: "Nos Quedamos Solitos"

One night I was ready a New York Times article about Rosalía, the new Latin po...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Don't Make Me Stop Now"

In case you can't tell, this was improvisation #4 in a stream-of-consciousness, couldn't-make-myself-stop sort of spree. The album was way too good, the endorphins were causing a euphoric state, an...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "This Room is My Castle"

Why would you leave a room when it contains just you and your soul, a ladder, and...oh, I lost the second pointe shoe now...

Ugh, the catharsis. It's delectable, friends!

Enjoy.

F...

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Ernestine the Expat: Romanticism

22 January 2020

Musée de la Vie Romantique

Montmartre, Paris

I was gutted by this painting.

First of all, you should know that Romanticism is, in aesthetic and philos...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "This Aluminum Corset"

I lose one pointe shoe and meander up down my ladder, eventually reaching the earth.

Video #11 in the "dancing from my bedroom" series!

Who knew there was so much material in there. I'v...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "The Twist in My Serenity"

I am LIVING, friends, LIVING to improvise in pointe shoes on this ladder. Oh my god. What a feeling. 

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Ernestine the Expat: Insomniac

Sunday, 19 January 2020, 3:36

In bed

Paris, France

So here I am. I’m in Paris, it’s 3:36 am, and I am an insomniac succumbin...

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What do you love about being my patron?

Hi lovely friends!

I hope that this barrage of creative productivity is filling your inboxes in a joyful way!

I'm on a roll. Hot dog.

While I'm dancing like mad, I want to ask you...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "The Ladder Burlesque"

I didn't break the ladder, but I thought I might. 

My first burlesque under quarantine! Coming to you from my daily quarantine video series. 

This is #9.  

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