"Al carajo!" dijo Joe mientras se levantaba y subía las escaleras, la conversación con Dan había llegado a su fin, pero el sentimiento de culpa apenas empezaba a aparecer dentro de él.
No era la estupidez esa que dijo Dan de que ese enorme dragón se moriría por la paliza que le dio, "no eso no va a pasar", pensaba, pero, sin embargo, todo lo demás que había dicho Dan era verdad, y ahora lo estaba recordando, asimilando, y ahora podía decirse a sí mismo que por mucho todo lo que paso aquella noche era su culpa.
Pero no podía regresar a esa casa, como hacerlo después de lo que hizo, que le diría "Hey, hola amigo, disculpa por haberte golpeado, es que me deje llevar por el momento. Si y luego correremos agarrados de la mano riéndonos de todo felices al atardecer... (suspira) que idiota" se dijo mientras se desvestía para después meterse a bañar.
"aaaaaaaaah" hacia dentro del chorro de agua, "que hago, que hago" pensaba, toda la ira, la furia se había convertía en vergüenza y pena.
Poco a poco iba recordando más lo que había pasado aquel día, y lo bien que lo había pasado con Noe, y si, si demonios, ese enorme dragón era bello como ningún otro, era grande y fornido, además, y ese trasero y su cola, recordaba y recordaba.
Pronto se encontraba en la ducha con una erección a tope, y los deseos de ver a Noe, disculparse, suspiro, "que pase lo que vaya a pasar", dijo mientras cerraba la llave de la regadera.
Unos minutos después se encontraba caminando rumbo a casa de Noe.
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"Fuck it!" Joe said as he got up and went upstairs, the conversation with Dan had come to end, but the feeling of guilt was just beginning to appear inside him.
It wasn't the stupid thing that Dan said, about the huge dragon would die from the beating he gave him, "no that's not going to happen", he thought, but everything else Dan had said was true, and now he was remembering it, and now he could tell himself that much of what happened that night was his fault.
But I couldn't go back to that house, how to do it after what he did, I would say "Hey, hello friend, sorry for hitting you, it's just that I get carried away for the moment. Yes, and then we'll run holding hands laughing at everything happy at sunset... (sighs) I'm so idiot" he said to himself as he undressed and then went to bathe.
"aaaaaaaaah" into the stream of water, "what do I do, what do I do," he thought, all the anger, the fury had turned into shame and pity.
Little by little he was remembering more what had happened that day, and how much fun he had with Noe, and yes, yes, that huge dragon was beautiful like no other, he was big and beefy too, and that butt and his tail, remembered and remembered.
He soon found himself in the shower with a hard-on, and the desire to see Noe and apologize, sigh, "whatever happens," he said as he turned off the shower.
A few minutes later he was walking towards Noe's house.