Aladdin Odalisque (FREE BASE PIC)
Added 2022-10-19 07:43:01 +0000 UTCNow this is the first time i draw her at all.
Well folks, once again my personal issues have catch up to me, the reason why i was not able to draw and post stuff lately, its because i been busy doing nite jogging routines on gym equipment at open air for 3 days a week during my night walks ever since late August, and i been VERY exhausted, but also been only VERY slowly losing weight, which isn't a good sign, but at the very least all my medical exams came clean, as in, i got no health issues, no Diabetes (thank god) and no Hernias (thank god again).
Other issue however is my depression and mental state due to the environment i am forced to live, which is quite a pain to my motivation at times, that and the lack of jobs in my area, despite me actually handling job submissions, and yet they never call, and at the same time i learn that they never actually hire people outside of family business, almost as if the whole job applications is just a facade, considering the dogshit leftist government we have here.
And there's still 2 more commissions i own to two very good friends of mine i just havent been able to finish yet, may even refund them if month ends.
Also, i been thinking what should i do next year, cause i wanna focus less on this, regardless IF i get a job or not, but still upload at least 2 pictures a month.
November is my birthday, and honest, i dont feel motivated by it, i am an old man now.
Stuck, trap, this is all i got, as little as might be.
Sorry about this
