July 2020 update post

Heya everyone!

it's July already which means half of this garbage year is at least over now, let's hope the remaining six months will slow down at least so this trainwreck of a year will at least get a good end. I hope you all are doing alright and are staying safe and healthy!

You might've noticed that I've been a little more active online again in the past few days after being pretty much offline most of June due to my health, my health has improved a little and I'm trying to take some baby steps to get back into being more active again c: Will not overdo it though and also absolutely will take breaks and possibly disappear for a few days if needed for the sake of my health, I hope you guys understand. I'm unfortunately not magically cured (even though I wish it would work that way) so me feeling a little better doesn't mean everything's alright again. I still have alot of doctor's appointments to go to to work on my current situation, I've been posting some more in-depth details on my health in discord a few days ago for those who are interested.

I'm also super slow with replying to messages atm. so my apologies if I haven't replied to you guys yet, please be patient with me as I'm still struggeling with my vision. 🙏 It's alot to deal with for me with everything that's happening right now and I get overwhelmed easily but I'll do my best to get back at you guys!!

I'm also currently trying to get back into drawing, I haven't worked on anything new since the Trixie pic I posted and well, the polishing of my old Corrin sketch although that was minor adjustments so I'm feeling a bit rusty but I started to work on something new yesterday! will be posting a WIP after this post. idk. yet how well working on it will go but hey, that's why I made it, to test that! I'll probably decide after I'm done with it if I'll hold a voting for this month or not since it'll be a good test to see how well I'm able to draw again! I would really like to but given that it's only been a few days since I've been feeling somewhat better I wouldn't expect too much . I will however do my best to make some smaller illustrations during the month! I have some older WIPs I can work on which aren't as much work as doing a completely new picture and definitely deserve some polishing  
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Also still personal doodles to post since I have alot of them but mostly don't share them because they're super self-indulgent haha. But since quite alot of you guys enjoy seeing them I don't mind sharing them ♥ Honestly thank you guys so much for the love on my personal spare time doodles, I can't tell you how much that means to me!

Will also post a separate update on the sketches once I know how well I'm able to draw again since I'm not sure about it yet, the two sketches I had to do for last month and sent out in private were .... not pleasant to work on. Not because of the motiv or something like that, because of my current situation. So I'd appreciate it if you didn't fill my inbox with sketch requests already, thank you!

Oh yeah special  shoutout to all the chocolate tier people who skipped on their sketches for June to give me a break !! I've already poured all my love and appreciation on discord but will gladly do so again here as well and for those who dm'd me with kind words or did other acts of kindness!!!!💖💖💖 Thank you so much, it's so so much appreciated and I have planned to make a special thank you illustration that will be sent out to you guys only as soon as I'm able to somewhat properly draw again to express my gratitude 💖🙏

I guess that's all for now, sorry it's gotten a bit long again, just wanted to give an update that I'm not dead yet ^^; I'll keep you guys updated and will post another update regarding the points stated above in a few days. I also have some important checkups next week so hopefully I'll be able to give you another update on my health situation too! if you do have any urgent questions please forward them to Cionraven or Roxas on discord.

Thank you guys so much for your support and I hope you'll have a wonderful weekend ♥