Diary Entry 1
Added 2022-10-03 03:14:01 +0000 UTCSo this will be a new kind of thing I do occasionally, I get a lot of messages and questions on where I am, how I am, and curiosity about my life. I hope that these entries will be a kind of bonding experience for us both, where you can get to know me a little better and maybe we can find some things in common!
Not all of them will be heavy or weird like this one, im just new to this whole "opening up thing" lol
Comments
I will say you’re braver than me for actually saying it
Arc of Carona
2023-03-09 10:15:59 +0000 UTCSometimes it's just good to vent and document your thoughts at a certain point in time. It helps clarify your long-term thinking, and processing internal things you're going through. Thanks for sharing.
Diabolical D3vil
2023-03-04 00:14:29 +0000 UTCHearing the story about your best friend, it brought back things regarding my former best friend. Feeling abandoned by those I called my closest friends always hurt when I think about it, and my high school best friend for three years leaving and never reaching out is a pain that always hurts, and while I have a new best friend, I can’t really forget the one I had in high school
Arc of Carona
2023-02-21 03:12:28 +0000 UTCI'm not sure if the intention of this is people comparing their experiences with yours here, so hopefully that's ok. Firstly, I can't say I would have noticed your voice sounds different than before. After comparing it, I guess you're right, but voice actors seem to have super powers anyway based on what they can do with their voices. So I can't really make a good judgement. I remember in primary school there were a few girls that were friends and one of them had to move, probably to a different country. It was heartbreaking from what I remember. Something similar happened to me, but we didn't have a cool ritual like meeting every Halloween. For me, coming from the countryside, we had a lot of lawn to mow, so I don't really miss having a garden. But my grandma has a big garden that she takes good care of. It was even featured in a local newspaper. As for punching your uncle, that's a little extreme, I think. For men, it's sometimes an issue about hiding one's insecurities and never appearing weak. I haven't heard of a women being taught the same. I think it's good to not seek anyone's pity and I don't do that either. But I think it's a sign of strength to be vulnerable in front of people you trust. I have trouble doing that. I hope that you will recover from Corona quickly and that fate will stop harrassing you sooner rather than later. Take care.
Artey
2022-10-10 00:37:01 +0000 UTCThat’s a reasonable complaint. I’ll put more time in formatting next time.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 15:02:55 +0000 UTCThere are traces that you can use to monitor your stress level. Physical pain, allergies, insomnia… Respect your personal limits and don’t push too far. Control other’s expectations on you but try your best to deliver. If it’s above your limits, take care of yourself first.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:39:28 +0000 UTCBe thankful to your body and take good care of it. It worked so hard to keep you alive and functional.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:26:17 +0000 UTCAlso exercise regularly, try to get sleep when you can(I failed on this one tonight). A healthy physical state will greatly improve your mental state.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:24:22 +0000 UTCBe very careful with your eating and living habits… Try to get a balanced nutrition. It’s even more important after you lose your bladder.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:22:28 +0000 UTC20:20 Take good care of your body and mind. Never ever give up on yourself.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:13:50 +0000 UTC18:33 It’s a pretty place. You have genuine concern for your friends. You are introspective on your problems. You care a lot and your heart is in the right place.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 09:02:19 +0000 UTC17:42 We will all perish, but we’ll meet again some sunny day.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:58:42 +0000 UTC16:59 Knowing that my old friend/mentor is alive and well is good enough for me, but sometimes I don’t even get that! I guess at least one can keep the good memories. At least there’s always something warm and bright in one’s mind… that one gets to keep until their mind are broken too…
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:56:29 +0000 UTC16:01 There’s absolutely nothing shameful about it. Stay in good health!
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:49:51 +0000 UTC13:40 Care more about yourself… Glad you had that surgery. Acute conditions can grow bad really quickly. Take good care of yourself before everything else. It’s not a bit selfish. Your best friend will be very sad if anything happens to you.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:46:34 +0000 UTC9:04 Your voice feels right. Don’t be to skeptical…
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:36:51 +0000 UTC7:02 Life sucks a lot. Never got to fully enjoy a moment. Bad things hit me one of another. Covid, layoff, I won’t be surprised if a nuclear war comes next.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:33:13 +0000 UTC6:38 “healthy” and “normal” are rather subjective terms. Being different doesn’t mean you are weird.
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:31:09 +0000 UTC3 minutes, glad you are still there! I got Covid earlier this year as well. Didn’t feel as sick but lost a bunch of friends as well…
CPU_EASY
2022-10-03 08:26:51 +0000 UTC*blink, blink*, guards throat, *hug*. I never knew you were this hyper critical and hard on yourself. I figured it was just creative drive. We all care about you,want you to be happy, and hope your luck turns around. PS, I'm sure you will eventually get back to feeling normal. I swear COVID hit every woman I know harder than the guys. All the female coworkers lost their sense of taste, or were huffing and puffing like you described, for weeks but it finally evened out at some point.
BenimusPrime
2022-10-03 08:12:09 +0000 UTC10/10 IGN
Stitch
2022-10-03 07:08:47 +0000 UTCI missed you..
Faytlinegod
2022-10-03 06:34:39 +0000 UTCI'm only about 4 minutes in, but I'm proud of you doing this, you know you can always come to me if you want something putting out, you can either choose what is said, or I'll put something together and let you check it or go ahead and put it out for you. But you can always come to me and I'll pass things on If needed, I've seen a lot in server asking after you, I typically just say you've had a lot going on and are taking a break. So proud of you, talking about your own things isn't easy, but you are doing it, do what you can whenever you feel up to it ❤️ you sound good, don't beat yourself up. We're all proud of you 😘 appreciate you checking in on me even with everything you're dealing with 🤗❤️
dale garrett
2022-10-03 03:27:15 +0000 UTCSoooo happy to hear your voice ❤️🌹💐
Thomas Palermo
2022-10-03 03:15:32 +0000 UTC
