erinthul

Blissful nightmare

Added 2022-08-08 20:15:42 +0000 UTC

I decided to make a two parts out of this photoshoot because I feel like they have so different vibes that it would be hard to title it. This is the second part but I am posting it first because it is my favourite.

How is it that every time I doubt in myself, in my photography skills - the universe always has a way to show me that this is truly the right path in my life.

This weekend I was feeling really down because of my mom's funeral and because I wasn't happy with the photos I took. I had some vision in my mind but I couldn't find the right place and light to recreate it. I decided to try the last time. I went on a meadow near forest and I took some photos. They didn't have the vibe I was looking for so I was done with everything and I just sat in the grass, bawling my eyes out. Then I saw a small rou-deer. It went really close to me and started eating. It looked at me from time to time but it seemed like my presence didn't bother him that much. I took some photos of him and I went on my way back home because it was getting dark.

When I left the forest I saw a beautiful thin layer of mist forming over the meadows. The view of the sunset was also spectacular. I quickly took off my clothes and my run after the fog has started. I was in awe of how beautiful everything were. It was my chance to take some unforgettable photos. I was running in the dew barefoot and I was laughing so hard. I won't forget this moment for sure.

I wish someone saw me then - naked, in the mist, with a scary mask on and laughing like crazy. I could be a local legend or a monster that old people scare their grandchildren with :D

The mask is from @wandefulldesigns7 on ig.

Love, Erinthul