erinthul

Let me drown

Added 2022-07-18 19:59:03 +0000 UTC

I decided to treat this Parteon account as my diary. I wanted to get here a bit more personal than what you can usually see on my ig. Well... It's been an awful week.

As some of you might know - my Mom is dying. I saw her today and it will probably be sooner than later. She's really weak and that should be hard alone but no...

This weekend I heard the most hurtful words that someone might ever said. Her new husband hates me. He is trying to blame me for everything and I heard a lot of insults thrown at me yesterday but the worst one was that I don't care about her. It broke my heart because she's everything to me. Beside her and my grandma - I don't have anyone. I cried all day yeasterday. She's too weak to do anything about it and I don't blame her.

I don't know what to do. I am a mess and I can't imagine her dying. I am lost and sometimes I want to drown...

I am really sorry for this chaotic post. I just needed to vent.