A storm of feelings

This isn't going to be the happiest post I've ever made and I want to say I'm sorry for that. This past week has been the hardest in my life. I was crying all the time because of all the things that has happened to me. I was in a really dark and emotional place and I couldn't find the energy to create. I had lots of ideas for this week photoshoots but I only managed to complete one... 

Also the weird thing has happened. I do believe in coincidences but this one was really unbelievable. The first day I was able to go out and create, I took those photos. I envisioned a stormy weather to express my emotions at that moment. I think I did a quiet good job :)

The next day I woke up as usual and went for a morning walk with my dog. The wind was so strong that at some point I had to crawl in the grass so the wind couldn't knock me over. I am so glad that my dog was on a leash because otherwise the wind would take her for sure. I had so much fun because I can't remember to experience a wind that strong. I spread my arms out and I lied on the wind. My husky seemed to like the weather as well because when she saw me laughing out loud, she immediately started to run and jump around :D Then I heard a loud thunder. I got scared because we were in the middle of nowhere. I ran back home as fast as I could. Then it all started... I watched out of my window as the wind got stronger and stronger. Now I was not only hearing a thunder but I was seeing lighnings as well. On top of that it was hailing and then snowing. The world turned white in a seconds and the light started flickering. I was at my grandma's house and we watched it really scared.

Now you are probably asking - why don't you think that it wasn't a coincidence? Well... it's wintertime now and there's usually no strorms like this one at that time of the year. I asked my mom and granny about that and they both agreed that they haven't seen anything like this before. I know that the climate is changing and it probably will happen again but I still couldn't believe that it happened the day after my "stormy" photoshoot and in the darkest time of my life when I felt like I am alone in the middle of the biggest storm...

The photos near the end are "bloopers" and unedited versions. I added clouds and lightnings in the photoshop. The last photo was taken a year ago and I wanted to show you how my editing changed over this year. I think I did a lot better job this time :) Photos in the middle are the view from my balcony. They were taken after the biggest wave but you can still see some hail. I hope you like it and at the end of this week I hope I can post some photos with my dog at home because I could have a covid and I don't want to risk running around naked in the forest so I'll do it at home :D

Love, Erinthul