Important Update
Added 2025-04-06 13:04:21 +0000 UTCHey
my presence over the next week may be sporadic in relation to filming and editing.
I'm not going to delve too heavily into this topic here because it may be triggering. All that needs to be said is that I was a victim of online grooming when I was a minor. I never received justice and the case was never pursued. For the past 16 years I've just got on with my life and tried to bury what happened.
Today - I had the police show up at my door in relation to that case and I've been asked if I want to pursue a conviction. I am very shaken and going through a lot of emotions right now. After 16 years to have this all suddenly thrown at me out of nowhere has brought up a lot of trauma that I realised was never resolved.
I'm being honest with you because in terms of my mental well being - I am not okay but I will be. However, that means that filming may not happen this week putting me severely behind schedule. I always aim to be transparent about anything that comes up in relation to delays and to be truthful I'm not sure how long before I feel good enough to film and be present.
I don't want my content to be impacted but I do need to take some time and space to focus on myself. I will try to post videos this week but if there is none then you know why and I ask you to grant me some patience and time to process these difficult emotions.
Thank you all so much and I love you all dearly.
Comments
First off, I would like to say that I'm sorry for what happened, and you take as much time as you need--as many others said, we'll be here when you post again. Do what you need to in order to be happy and healthy <3 Secondly, your fanbase has been so genuine and understanding here in these comments that it truly warms my heart :) This is such an amazing community with so many nice folks. All the support for you in the recent posts are so wholesome, and I'm happy to be part of it!
Stahl
2025-04-09 05:26:00 +0000 UTCWishing you the best of luck, hope things turn out okay. Don't feel pressured into making content, take care.
Winter
2025-04-09 04:12:11 +0000 UTC