Again
Added 2022-09-26 12:45:47 +0000 UTCI am very depressed after finishing my master's degree.
I broke the usual pattern that on September 1st I have to go to study for the 18th year.
And I'm sitting in some kind of emotional hole, I don't understand what to do and how, until I go to PhD.
+ It also presses that all my classmates in Moscow are already studying, and I, like a cur here, have not yet entered anywhere.
It's hard, I get rejected all the time.
No funding or positions.
I can't say that I'm a big-ass scientist at this stage, but not the worst one either, I must say.
From all this I just have some kind of paralysis and I really do nothing.
I go to the gym, that's all.
And I'm just wasting my days.
I need to write an article on the topic of my research, but I have not done this for a week.
I feel useless.
