Overthinking
Added 2021-02-07 13:49:22 +0000 UTCSometimes our thoughts about what's coming up can be used against us, and sometimes, that's exactly what we want.
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They were only giving you what you wanted. They knew how much you craved the sweet sleepy sensation of trance, creeping across your mind and body. So they were going to give it to you. You just had to be patient. And you could do that. Couldn’t you?
You could be patient for them, as they set about picking what hypnotic tool to use on you. Even if your mind was racing ahead. Even if you could feel your body wanting to unwind already. In fact, you were struggling to be patient. It was so easy to let yourself be impatient.
But they knew that you were getting restless. They could see it in your eyes, in the way you nodded fervently to all their questions. You were going to be such a good toy for them. And you couldn’t wait. But it was taking a lot of energy, being so impatient.
Your mind was doing so much thinking about all the things that they were going to do to you. And that was starting to wear you out. You suddenly found yourself losing track of one thought as another arrived. And another. And another. All overlapping.
It was starting to overwhelm you. Fantasies of watching them swing a watch before your eyes. Of them kissing your mind away, softly. Of them fractionating you. Of them- Their fingers snap, and with a single word, you stop thinking all together, and just drop.
