I didn’t want to tell it because it’s too personal, but I don’t seem to have any other choice. I feel bad for a long time, but I thought these were just side effects of the medications I was taking after the surgery. I didn't want to admit the fact that I have psychological problems. I am taking new pills. I continue to draw, but I can't get my old pace back of work. But I never thought it was so hard to get rid of depression. It's too hard to wake up in the morning and get out of bed, talk to people and just live. I don’t know how my life got like this. I hate myself for becoming this. I am not asking for understanding or support. I just want you to know why I have been silent for so long and often disappear.
(This is my old work from 2019. I don't know why, but I hated it so much, so I didn't even publish it anywhere. I thought if I fix it then I might feel better)
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