chaosangeldesu

Hi!

Added 2020-03-06 17:39:59 +0000 UTC

I apologise again for my absence! My aunt and I went to my hometown to take care of things regarding grandma’s apartment sale, because we don’t have any more relatives in that town. That was hard for me, because that’s where I’ve been born and raised and spent most of my childhood and school summer holidays.

I had many friends there and so many warm memories. It’s hard to admit it, but I’m not sure if I’ll be able to come visit this place again, although I really want to come in summer, because the weather was nasty and windy during the last visit.

This part of growing up is perhaps the most difficult for a person, knowing that something’s changed forever and there’s no way to get it back. Honestly, I’m still having a hard time accepting it. I’m still haunted by my grandma’s death, she keeps coming to me in my dreams.

I hope I can get my drawing mood back in a short time and will be productive again soon. But for now it’s still a bit hard.

I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being here with me, even though I don’t draw as much as I planned. You give me strength to continue drawing, at least I know I have to give you my patreon exclusives. Thank you for everything!

Hope the future will be better for all of us.