Update and Apology
Added 2022-11-30 16:43:01 +0000 UTCJust wanted to give you all an update on things with me.
I am really so incredibly sorry I haven't managed to post anything new this month. The last several weeks have just been a seemingly endless amount of stress and worry about the future, driving me crazy to the point where I've almost had a breakdown several times.
The main source of stress has been the possibility of me losing my job, and with it the ability to pay my bills and making my entire future uncertain and difficult. There was the build up to a meeting to decide whether or not I was going to lose my job. And then an excruiatingly long wait to find out the result, reaching the point where I had to ask my union to get involved to find out what was happening. Even now, I'm still waiting for the decision, and it will likely be next week at the earliest before I hear anything. At the moment, all I can do is wait and worry.
Through all of this, the stress has made it very difficult to work on stuff, it's as if the stress keeps causing the creative part of my brain to stop working. I have been making progress on various things, but it was been extremely slow. And then the feelings of guilt at not giving my Patrons any new stuff dragged down my mood even further and made things worse and even more difficult.
But, I can say that I am going to try and get various things finally finished off and posted by the end of the week. I'm not sure how much it will be, but I'm hoping to manage at least something.
Once again, I am so sorry for the long wait for new stuff. And thank you all for your patience and understanding and continued support. I appreciate it so much.
