Overcoming Imposter Syndrome
Added 2020-07-11 14:52:21 +0000 UTCHey all!
This file is for those dealing with imposter syndrome. What is imposter syndrome? It is when you doubt your accomplishments or feel like a fraud. Guess what? Many, many people deal with this issue and just never tell anyone else.
I planned to have the July token file up today, but the connection isn't going to allow for it (at least not yet!) I had bad news on the internet front yesterday. Turns out this place didn't have fiber previously and so the "simple internet installation" would have actually required a lot. Like... getting a way to go through 5 other properties, etc, etc. lot.. and with everything going on AND so many places empty right now the guy couldn't guess how long it'd take. He did say anywhere from "a few days to a month".
So... I've decided to switch to cable and that will arrive on Tuesday. I can't imagine there will be any issues with it (the previous occupant used it) and I will FINALLY be entirely back to normal. The hotspot widget I'm using has moments of being perfect and then it completely forgets how to work and nothing loads. It has taken me quite a few tries (and a LOT of time) just to get to the point Patreon would work properly --- yet earlier it did the YouTube upload with no issues.
I've had loads of time to write and create, but anything requiring internet access is just not worth the headache at this moment. I do promise I have some fun goodies that will be flooding all of you next week. I thought I'd get to play THIS weekend with everyone. Poor me.
Continue to wash your hands, enjoy the files, and be patient. I'll be able to answer all back-logged messages on Tuesday and I'm never, ever moving again!
Comments
A wonderful place to revisit when you are traveling down a bumpy road. Thank you Mistress.
Matty
2024-01-31 10:12:07 +0000 UTCI am not suffering from imposter syndrome but it feels tremendously good to come back from this trance with the conviction that I am who I am. Listening to your voice seems to take me everywhere you want me to go - what a fantastic revelation! Thank you, Mistress, for letting me/us take part in your positive aura.
Zati
2020-07-12 23:29:56 +0000 UTCHey Mistress! Thank you for the audio and the update; it's good to hear from you. Poor me! Well... the built anticipation can only improve the experience. Patiently looking forward to Tuesday. Guess I'll have to spend even more time training with the old deepeners and trigger files... pooooor meee ;) Having to wait for a decent internet connection in the age of abundant cute baby goat videos is indeed sad state of affairs, but I hope you are otherwise well and settled and enjoying the extra freedoms from the relaxing of the lockdown (responsibly, in safe distance and using adequate protection, of course)... and I hope you were able to locate your favourite (at least one of them). Stay safe and enjoy your weekend!
Cookie
2020-07-11 18:18:17 +0000 UTCHi, this is my first comment on a post since joining this community. Fighting with internet issues is the worst. I look forward to things getting back to normal for you. I guess the upside is the time it allows you to do more of the creative side of things that don't necessarily rely on connecting to the world. I can't wait to see what it is like here once you get everything worked out. This audio... this is something I have literally struggled with all of my life. And I just want to give a heartfelt thanks for this. I look forward to everything else in store for me, both with what you have planned for the future and as I continue to explore your older posts.
Raven Heart
2020-07-11 18:03:08 +0000 UTC
