Throwback & Feeling Blessed

This picture is my very first time do model and texture on RE Engine. Goodness gracious I feel so much blessed and grateful that I improve a lot with modeling, rigging and a lot of stuff.

Also I never forget anyone who help me a lot with 3D stuff and learning, can't really mention all of them because so many people that help me a lot and I'm so thankfully and gratefull to have them.

Not to forget for anyone who support me and join my Patreon for getting all my works and arts, so grateful to have them and thank you.

Q&A:

1. Your model is quiet expensive, is that any reason for that?

Back then my model was always be there on my google drive and they never remove or unreleased, so if someone join my Patreon and want to get my works and "maybe" they don't have money at the moment. They can always join later when they have money and the model is still there FOREVER.

But then someone join and ruined my business plan, they sell it on their discord, patreon and other website. I cry a lot back then because I just want to be kind and not greedy at all. because you can download all my model anytime whenever you join my Patreon.

In fact I was wrong, I got so frustrated and mental break because of that. I stop do model for like a month but I still do model just not that much because I need some rest and take a break.

So I change everything, and I feel bad for anyone who innocent and just want to use my models. But I can't do anything with someone who stole and pretending it their work and they sell it.

I overthinking a lot about this but to avoid them, I blocked them and release my model only for a month and it will be gone after. And higher the price for avoid stealing and fake account to join my Patreon.

So if you think I'm greedy, not at all. I do model because I love it and it's my hobby. It was FOREVER in there on my google drive back then when I start model and my patreon. But my apologize I have to change everything and I'm really honestly sad about this.

2. Why you stop do model and upload on N * x * s website?

When they stole my model, the person was on that website. I tried to ask the Admin or Mod on that website but they response is just terrible and have no empathy AT ALL.

As cold as ice I would describe their admin/mod because I was screenshot everything to prove it that my work is stolen, and the thieves even tried to blackmailed me back then. But nothing.
I explain everything but they just "brain dead and have no empathy." instead of say something but they blame me for everything.

Because the thieves is blackmailed me and they said "If I don't do model for them, I'll release all my model on website, discord and sell them aswell." which is horrible, and I can't do anything. Because we are living in the internet and once they have my models, I can't stop them.

So I just don't and never want to use that website.

3. But you can use encrypted model for avoid them, right?

I don't want to use that, it's kinda fishy for me and weird. Some people will use that yes, but mostly customer especially me I don't want to use that kind of program.

So well yes, I think that's it for now.

Despite of everything happened up and down, I'm still grateful and blessed that I still healthy and keep do model for anyone who want it and enjoy it.
Thank you so much and bless you.