sadness - ausente
Added 2022-03-09 21:50:58 +0000 UTCthe string intro I recorded january 12 2015. I had these huge plans for that song which never ended up being recorded, and this wouldn't even be for sadness. realizing later that I'm probably never going to make that song (I'll still use some of the really cool ideas) I still want this recording to be useful because I don't want things to go to waste and I've been trying to incorperate every unfinished recording I've ever made in a song somehow. I probably rrecorded half of the guitars in august and then the rest sometime later 2021. the drums and vocals and bass were all done recently (late february/earily march). this is going to be on the album with "falling in love with you". when I started making this song I was coming from a really sad and heartbroken place
"la agonía es constante mientras luces tan brillante en el centro de mi corazón esa luz que arde esa rosa melancolía que me corta me quedo llorando me quedo gritando en un sueño invernal dejado en tu ausencia"
"the pain is constant while you shine so bright in the center of my heart, that painful light, the pink sadness that cuts me. I cry, I scream, in a winter dream left in your absence"
the very last chorus goes:
"Quizá ella jamás tenga idea que yo la amo como ella tampoco pudo saber."
that last chorus the lyrics were written by my girlfirned who also sings with me on the song. I won't talk about what her lyrics mean because that's hers, but as far as what I wrote, it's about as obvious as it sounds. feeling abandoned, lonely, yet still attached. also the winter part is a literal dream I had where I was in some freezing winter place and I felt tremendous emotional pain
