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Just a small update

I think most of you already know my situation right now

i left Venezuela almost 3 years ago and haven't been able to go back because immigration and shit

i was informed this morning my grandma died from lung complications and basically just age in general

so yeah i wont be able to even se her burial and my kid didn't get to know her so thanks communism i guess?

but i honestly I've been thinking about it and maybe i should've stayed there for her, maybe i should've not leave Venezuela

i always like to think i did it for my kid because he deserved a better life but i just dont know anymore, i really wanted to be there

and i had the feeling this might've happen anyway, this is been in my head for some time and its been keeping me awake at night 

but it seems like i was right all along, i knew this was going to happen and now i can only feel remorse about it. i feel like a terrible 

grandson right so i'm telling you all these because it might affect my workflow, hopefully no, that'd make things worse tbh

Comments

sorry to necropost, but i want to express my condolences. even i, as a stranger, want the best for you, so i believe that your family wants that even more for you, even if they lose some parts of you a little. i hope today and everyday you find the things that you seek.

An It

Sorry to hear that. You're not a failure for wanting the better for your family. Nobody would benefit if you all stayed behind to suffer.

Iminvisibible

jeez, sorry to hear about your loss. it's not your fault, and you made the right decisions. your grandma would only want the best for you and your son.

doug

take your time ana

Zelo Blake


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