To be quite honest, I don't know WHAT the fucking problem is
Added 2025-03-25 11:32:11 +0000 UTCWar Thunder is dragging its feet. This is really pissing me off because, frankly? It's not my best work. The format worked in the Biden administration but not now. I realized this too late.
Of course, posting a 10 minute "simply ok" Crackdown is not the end of the world. My life is shit right now. Dead cat, substance abuse, relationship ended, moving across the country. Between the state of my life and politics right now, it's hard to find anything funny. Of course, it could ALWAYS be worse. Thanks for all your support, it has made this easier.
All the same, I'm gonna be hitching a UHaul to my fucking Kia Rio in three days. Clearly, mistakes have been made. I will have time to ponder them as my remaining cat crawls all over me and screams across half this nation.
The problem is that War Thunder has been dead silent for 5 days, I require their final approval. I am sorry, I really want to post the video for y'all but it would have to be "unlisted" and then it could be spread around and I'm not sure if that's breaching a contract. I cannot afford that right now.
Also, by all appearances, my suspension from the YouTube Partner Program is permanent. Thank you for your support, it's coming at a much-needed time.
In three days I will be moving back to Texas. I will be working with some friends on a podcast as well as some more ambitious ideas. I have attributed my mental health decline not only to my substance use, but also to my isolation. It's time to work with friends, it's time to travel for videos and really try to do things differently. Also, I'm going to finally read Infinite Jest.
There are, inexplicably, two videos which will be uploaded this month. I guess they'll be posted on the same day. I look forward to sharing a more positive update, and I DO feel very optimistic about the future. As things stand, I am still caught in the present.
Thank you for your support, I hope to make it feel warranted.
DJ PC
Comments
From my perspective, it looks like you actually did the things you said you were going to do to improve your situation, and that's impressive and inspiring.
Ken Bell
2025-10-22 19:10:18 +0000 UTCWe are here for you pie man! 🤘
Dmitri Ironside
2025-08-27 17:38:32 +0000 UTCWe finally got to him, liberals!
TA
2025-08-05 21:13:27 +0000 UTCyou got this pieman
asasen71
2025-06-03 17:04:37 +0000 UTCAdding my love and vibes to the pack for you peach. Try to cut yourself some slack if possible. You are an enormously talented artist, the human experience is overwhelming and our social invalidation of emotional signals, stigma around mental health (despite the fact that our brains operate our bodies so should be prioritized but I guess that's why Imperialism squishes and eats them), and modern notion that we think and behave with rational reason when in actuality bias, identity, tribalism, and other feely feelings hold more shares on the ship steering board. Feelings happen to actually rarely give flying fucks about facts.. all that snark to say that I can validate your feelings if you're struggling to, and remind you that in feeling them and sharing them honestly, you display more strength of character and courage than most others calling themselves men in this country, and a good amount of the other women identifying folk on my side of the gender preforming coin. Take care friend. Hugs.
Fr3nchFrii
2025-04-30 03:24:02 +0000 UTCPassed a few gifted subs so you can trawl the gulf of [name of the month] (or if you’re from more central or west Texas like myself, hit Lake Brownwood—it's worth the trip!). You're walking a thin path between reinvention and oblivion, whose fruits and pits fall beyond what any of us can fully perceive. As treacherous as the personal journey remains, artistically, hundreds have already chosen to back their emotional investment with something tangible. Thousands more hover silently, suspended between fascination and inertia. The position you occupy—between parody and philosophy, between collapse and coherence—is one that often incubates movements before anyone calls them that. Yet another thumbnail concept that had me hooked btw!
Red
2025-04-17 20:33:04 +0000 UTCYou should also join nebula, I’d love for some of my subscription to go to your videos
Samuel Olson
2025-04-11 18:21:57 +0000 UTCIm sorry for your loss in both home and loved friend, I'm glad the subscriptions can help you in a time of need if I had better footing I'd help more but for now a couple hours of my labor and my wishes are with you, the world seems to spin faster everyday and I seem to feel more maddened by sanity by the passing hour. It is a small solace to hear some similar sense in the air, I like your funny words pie man, thank you for keepin on
colby bertrand
2025-04-03 05:38:56 +0000 UTCSad to hear about your cat and I hope you get through this. The worlds pretty fucked rn and your videos are one of the few things I look forwards to
BallmanFart
2025-03-27 14:25:11 +0000 UTC
