Doc Destructo

Mon/Fri - The Plan

It's time to get this show on the road, for real.

I gotta get serious, I have to get moving. 2019 is too late for me to say when I'm going to do what, so here's what I have on my...

Mon/Fri - Contempt of Game

Start Even Handed, Just End Up Angry

Gamewrecks 2 is close, maybe coming this week even. I'm into the phase where the main thing I'm encountering is the part where I'm trying to ...

Mon/Fri: The Final Stretch

No choice now but finish the year strong

I'd rather not wax philosophical about how life is difficult with a mental illness, and how sometimes when you succeed at day to day as a...

Mon/Fri: No Lost Muses, But a Change for a Week

I have many things that I can do...

Adrienne was out of the house for this past week, having gone to the States for Thanksgiving. This mean I went back towards less intensive pro...

Mon/Fri: No Harm in Doing Things Over

I think I found the source of the problem.

At the end of this week, I've redone and re-recorded the 4th chapter of Gamewrecks, because frankly, it wasn't doing it for me, and I n...

Mon/Fri: That Was Refreshing

The seasons change and the world changes with it.

Gamewrecks 2 in time for Christmas is my new goal. It came to me when I was looking at yesterday, after getting what I needed to...

We All Lift, Together.

Yeah, 'eskapape, ettupuipui' yourself, asshole, tell it to my union rep.

The story starts with a floor boss of a job site trying to keep her people safe from the management, by k...

Mon/Fri: Got It

MOTIVATION.

This week was an injection of energy for someone that wants to critically analyze games, because holy hell, what on Earth was The Quiet Man??

Anyway, I feel accom...

[ G A M E W R E C K S ] - Tender Loving Care - Chapter 3

This is the sort of game where you want to declare your terms like an aircraft carrier drops anchor.

I did it, I did the thing, with the badgame. I hope you enjoy, because now the fun part ...

Don't Play The Quiet Man, But Do Observe Him

What do you mean 'Square-Enix Published This'??

The Quiet Man is a cinematic experience experimental gameplay that manages to mishandle its themes so poorly that the deafness of ...

Mon/Fri: Hey, Hi, Still Here

Despite Last Week's Appearances

Mental Health is an ongoing issue for those who deal with it, up to and including dealing with things you don't realize that you're doing. Aversio...

[G A M E W R E C K S] - Tender Loving Care - Patron Cut, Part 1

You've waited long enough. Here's the first chapters of Gamewrecks 2. Despite the time it took to get out, I'm proud of what I have, and the momentum that I'm now building once again.

Mon/Fri: The Sound of One Head Knocking Against Itself

Welcome to the Nation of Self Focus

Focus. This is a thing that I am good at when I can do it. The problem is, getting knocked out of it. This was a week to recover from having my focus kno...

Ow, My Brain

There Was Supposed to Be Some Sort of Video Soon, Right?

Emotions are difficult things, and at this point in my life I'm starting to realize they're the only real effective thing at hurting...

Mon/Fri: Okay, So

CONTENT PENDING, PLEASE WAIT

Hi. I'm gonna release the first bit of Gamewrecks 2 for you this weekend. But it's also Canadian Thanksgiving, and I'm going to my folks' for it, who...

Narratives of Disaster - The Man Who Couldn't Not Punch Low

Surprise. It's content.

Content Warning:  Real Combat Sports Violence

There's a lot of stuff I like to talk about that aren't games. Many of these things are unm...

Mon/Fri: Lots Done, Lots to Go

Just because you hear a lot of kicking and shouting and furniture moving doesn't mean this Frankenstein isn't getting more and more alive.

Ever had a project that you feel you ri...

Mon/Fri: Things Are Extremely Happening

Picture a man running into a room excitedly shouting, PRETTY MUCH HALF DONE. Now picture that man also having resolved to be more realistic with his expectations of output and seasoned by just what so...

[ G A M E W R E C K S ] 2 - Preview

I told you I was working on it. It just took longer than I thought yesterday to get this done.

Mon/Fri: Somewhat On Track

There's Something Moving Around, It's Close

I am looking at an open DaVinci Resolve Window. It has a video in it, or the makings of one. This means that sometimes this weekend, y...

Mon/Fri: How Do You Deal With This Week?

I tried to put a video here, and then something really unexpected happened.

The thing about being peripheral to someone else's tragedy is that it feels really lousy to say that y...

Mon/Fri: Whoops, Vacation?

I think that's what that was?

Not a lot got done this week, and this is why this is happening today instead of tomorrow. There was a lot of entertaining guests and a lot of emoti...

Mon/Fri: Research Complete

So it turns out, there was a story there.

Gamewrecks 2 is going to be extremely good. I've come to this conclusion first after being satisfied with how the trailer turned out, an...

Mon/Fri - Just You Wait

Things are happening, even when at first they don't seem so.

This past week was a week for catching up elsewhere, and also getting a few ideas out of my head. This coming week is...