This is Suze

Night of The Dark Lady

As promised, Halloween begins here.

October Patrons. I will send you an email with an image only available for you.

Thank you for joining me in November.

Are you ready for the Dar...

New tier launching TOMORROW!

Hello beautiful patrons.

I wanted to create something special for you, so I have created a NEW TIER! As well as The Authenticity Challenge, you will also receive a DAILY UNCENSORED STILL.

Beat Saber

An evening of Virtual Reality, competing on expert level-Beat Saber. The beat is taking me over!

Eating in the bath

Breathing out

I don't manage to do this every single day. The days that I do, are definitely ones that have me more calm. 

I've managed to spin my life to one that is one full of all the ingredients t...

Bathtime in Gozo

Rediscovering the pleasure of baths. Winter is coming. In August everyone was complaining about the heat. Very soon, everyone will be praying for the heat! Love getting back in the bath for my Vlog...

Sunday

Wim Hof is my daily bread at the moment. Doing these breathing techniques really helps with the anxiety. I just love hearing his voice too, it's so energising and uplifting! I did this round on my ...

Squat time!

I decided to start getting fit again. This week I've done this squat workout a couple of times. I also did an acro yoga class. I don't often make time for exercise anymore these days, except walks ...

Dressing Up

Tomorrow I have the Innovation Summit in Malta and I'm definitely feeling like wearing red...can I get this dress to work?

Ready for bed

This was me after the live with my Patrons. I really enjoy this time tuning in with my followers in person. Often being a creator can be a one way street, so it's really fascinating for me to learn...

After Vertigo

Now that the room has stopped spinning, I feel that I should address our relationship. Because there has been so much on my mind, so much so, I've felt almost tongue tied. And that is definitely mo...

Thanks everyone for joining!

Thanks for popping in on the live...great to have one Patron turning on his video and sharing his authenticity with me. Very much appreciated. Thank you for the experience.

So grateful to hav...

Log In for tonight!

Who is joining tonight 11pm (GMT+2)

I've posted the international times in the last post....

Can't wait to see you!!!

Suze ;-)

WHO IS FEELING SPONTANEOUS?

I'm feeling spontaneous! Let's meet tonight online! I want to catch up with you, hear everything about YOU...and share with you what's alive in me right now! Let's talk about new content, a possibl...

My turquoise paradise

Thanks for waiting for my next video. I wasn't able to get out of bed this week. One morning I woke up and the room was spinning and it has taken a while until I can spend any serious time at the s...

Bedtime oil massage

Spending some time alone. Is it spending or investing? Sometimes I'm in such a habit of enjoying others company that to sit with myself can be difficult. I get the feeling it's time to re-connect w...

Laters

Problem with my video upload today....I'll try again later....I'm taking us way back to the beginning of how the authenticity Challenge got so much attention. Anyone remember the warm oil massage?<...

Making that call

My Bubble got burst on Monday! When it felt like the shit was hitting the fan! I had some scary news....and to resolve it, I had to make 'that' call...WOW! what a contrast from my week at Bubble Fe...

Camping with Suze

Awesome people! 

Here I am, getting sweaty from sleeping in a tent! It's the bubble festival here in Malta, it's all peace and love and sunshine! I'm working and playing, running worksho...

Don't die with your song still in you

This morning I headed out of my tent and went to say goodbye to Karl. I'm at a festival here in Malta. it's called the Bubble and it's a festival of change, and I am here to give some workshops. it...

My Skillset!

i consider that I have successfully overcome my battle with Bipolar, but some days I have to question how I can go from last night's misery to this morning's comedy!

Last night was authentic,...

On the floor

If I were to watch this video back I will not like what I see, I will not like what I hear.

Whenever I am angry, guilt often follows. Whenever I am in a negative state, fear often follows. 2019-09-12 04:22:48 +0000 UTC View Post

a note from Patreon

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Vloggers block

Hello beautiful patrons

a friend of mine died last weekend and  I'm still in grief. Apologies for my absence these last few days. I know that part of the authenticity challenge is Vloggi...

When death puts life into perspective

I had some shocking and sad news on Sunday which got me thinking about life, and how important it is to not leave this earth with our "song" still inside of us.

Last night Virtual Reality changed my life!

OH MY FUCKING GOD!

Last night I tried Virtual Reality for the first time! I think this could actually change my life!!!!

Here's a glimpse into my night, and i have got loads more to say...

Change is coming

In all honesty, always and of course, with the authenticity challenge, there are times, understandably, where my content gets stuck. it has been feeling that way for some time, like a record that c...

Morning pages

Every morning after doing some kind of morning practise like dance or yoga, I take out my pen and write. Whatever wants to come out I just let it flow without censor. They call this MORNING PAGES. ...

Naked Yoga

I couldn't sleep last night. My lower back and hips are hurting and I can feel the nerve all the way down to my knee. I got up to do some yoga, and i could barely hang forward, something I normally...

Rough at sea

It has been a weird few months. I think I'm finding my way out of the fog, but I have been blocked in all kinds of way. It's definitely time to get back to some fun!