They always call it madness. They say I’m broken, dangerous, unstable. Perhaps I am. But I’m also something else - devoted. You were never meant for the outside world. You were always meant to ...
2025-05-29 19:05:04 +0000 UTC View PostYou copied the signals. Line by trembling line, you etched them in your book, your skin, your dreams. You didn’t know what you were calling, not really. But I knew. I was listening. And now that ...
2025-05-29 01:32:55 +0000 UTC View PostRight. I’ve been trying to be a bit more present lately. Slightly less ghost-shaped. Slightly more “person who posts updates”. "Trying" being the key word. Effort has occurred. Scheduling has...
2025-05-29 01:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Right. So. If you ever want a real-time chart of my mood during the editing process, just look at the filenames. They start as mild, rational, full-sentence things. Words. Thoughts. Hope.
The...
2025-05-29 00:35:29 +0000 UTC View PostOn a scale somewhere between “gently salted focaccia” and “the Utah Salt Flats in full sun with a mild wind of despair,” how salty are you when your computer locks up mid-edit?
Person...
2025-05-28 23:52:20 +0000 UTC View PostYou didn’t hear it, did you? That little burst of sound before the silence. That was me, protecting what’s mine. You always sleep so deeply, like you trust me completely, how sweet. I stayed qu...
2025-05-28 19:59:37 +0000 UTC View PostYou chased me for months, didn’t you? Through neon gutters and blood-slicked alleys, always just behind, always hoping you'd be enough. But you were never the hunter, only the bait. You delivered...
2025-05-28 18:34:02 +0000 UTC View PostHello again from the land of quietly muttered audio edits and disproportionate emotional responses to waveform spikes.
Lately I've been experimenting with a thing I'm calling "mini-mastering"...
2025-05-28 17:08:33 +0000 UTC View PostRight. So. Audio days are being shunted back by one day because, surprise to no one, I remain a functional disaster and apparently "doing audio" joins the ever-growing list of Adult Things My Brain...
2025-05-27 21:23:04 +0000 UTC View PostNow. I know. It’s a small thing. A tiny, fiddly, insignificant little design choice. And surely it was not done with the express purpose of ruining my life or triggering full Wayward rage mode. 2025-05-26 15:41:41 +0000 UTC View Post
How would you feel about short film and TV reviews. Working title, in my head at least, is I watched it so you don’t have to, but you might anyway. Not because they’re bad, nec...
2025-05-26 14:36:37 +0000 UTC View PostJust when you thought it was safe. She returns.
Or rather, like the early bus, I’ve shown up the moment you gave up and started walking home. It’s raining. The wind’s m...
2025-05-26 14:11:41 +0000 UTC View PostStarted recording this about five times, still opened with a dramatic pause. Back home, mostly upright, mildly coherent. It's not a big dramatic thing, just some catching up, a bit of honesty, and ...
2025-03-31 12:57:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you think destiny is a path you walk, or a cage you can’t escape?
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You followed me all the way out here? You must be braver than I thought, or maybe just a little bit reckless.<...
2025-03-05 01:23:01 +0000 UTC View Post
On a scale from ‘innocent angel’ to ‘criminal muppet,’ where do you think you’d land?
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If I tell you a secret every time we cuddle, you might just know everything about me ...
2025-03-05 00:12:01 +0000 UTC View PostDo you think destiny is a path you walk, or a cage you can’t escape?
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You followed me all the way out here? You must be braver than I thought, or maybe just a little bit reckless.<...
2025-03-04 09:43:01 +0000 UTC View PostOn a scale from ‘innocent angel’ to ‘criminal muppet,’ where do you think you’d land?
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If I tell you a secret every time we cuddle, you might just know everything about me ...
2025-03-04 09:21:01 +0000 UTC View Post
If I told you that real love feels more like a soft jumper than a suit of armour, would you believe me?
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So you want romance, huh? Well, lucky for you, I’ve got a heart full of lov...
2025-03-02 21:11:00 +0000 UTC View Post
If you could only keep one: your freedom or my cuddles,which would you lie about choosing?
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I could get lost in this, you know. In you. Maybe I already have.
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EVENT:&n...
2025-03-02 20:32:01 +0000 UTC View PostIf I told you that real love feels more like a soft jumper than a suit of armour, would you believe me?
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So you want romance, huh? Well, lucky for you, I’ve got a heart full of lov...
2025-03-02 03:35:01 +0000 UTC View PostIf you could only keep one: your freedom or my cuddles,which would you lie about choosing?
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I could get lost in this, you know. In you. Maybe I already have.
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EVENT:&n...
2025-03-02 03:21:00 +0000 UTC View PostGoing live soon, and, shockingly, I find myself once again in need of an adultier adult. Any volunteers? No? Fair.
Come keep me company while I pretend to have it all together.
Is it still romantic if you confess your love while running for your life?
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I could say it again, but then you’d get all smug about it. And I simply cannot allow that to happen. So...
2025-02-24 03:23:00 +0000 UTC View Post
If you refuse to admit you miss someone, but you still sigh dramatically while thinking about them, does it count?
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I am not saying I miss you, but your pillow is on life support and...
2025-02-24 00:32:01 +0000 UTC View PostLive in a bit (22:00 GMT), so, be honest… secret superpower or just barely functioning? No judgement, I promise (mostly).
Come keep me company while I attempt to act like a coherent human. ...
2025-02-23 21:41:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Has anyone ever successfully avoided their feelings forever? If so, I need a tutorial.
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Oh great, my mouth is moving faster than my brain again. If you could just pretend I never sai...
2025-02-23 21:34:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Have you ever convinced yourself you were “just being friendly” when deep down, you knew you were lying?
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Oh, I’m sorry, was I supposed to play it cool? Because I seem to ...
2025-02-23 21:07:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Is it still romantic if you confess your love while running for your life?
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I could say it again, but then you’d get all smug about it. And I simply cannot allow that to happen. So...
2025-02-23 11:17:01 +0000 UTC View Post
If you refuse to admit you miss someone, but you still sigh dramatically while thinking about them, does it count?
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I am not saying I miss you, but your pillow is on life support and...
2025-02-23 10:07:00 +0000 UTC View Post