I can’t sleep. Again. You’re in my head and I can’t get you out. I’ve tried everything... distractions, silence, even pretending you never meant that much. But you do. You do and you don’...
2025-08-02 19:44:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m fine. Really. I’m just… not caffeinated. Or maybe I’m too caffeinated. It’s all the same now, isn’t it? The press, the coffee, the pretending... it’s exhausting. But you, you<...
2025-08-02 19:35:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I wasn’t listening. I mean, I was. I tried to. But you were talking and then I saw the date, and now I’m here... doing this. Telling you everything I didn’t plan to say. About that k...
2025-08-01 21:44:13 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m not obsessed with you. Obviously. I’m just… invested in the rent being paid. And maybe you looked a bit tired lately. Not that I noticed or anything. I mean, I just happened to n...
2025-08-01 21:34:57 +0000 UTC View Post
You’re bleeding. You’re actually bleeding. And you’re standing there like it’s fine, like I didn’t just watch you drop to the pavement for me. Don’t smile. Don’t joke. I can’t breat...
2025-08-01 21:28:49 +0000 UTC View Post
You weren’t expecting me. Of course you weren’t. That’s what makes it a surprise. But I never stopped thinking about you. Every minute in that cell, every hour in solitary... it was you. I wa...
2025-08-01 21:19:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay, so… funny story? You know Alex, my ex ex, capital-E-X? Ran into them in the supermarket. Totally fine, nothing weird... except they think you and I are dating, which is obviously r...
2025-08-01 21:12:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I told myself I could sneak out. That I’d wriggle free of your arms, find my clothes, and vanish into the morning like a ninja in your t-shirt. But then you made that sleepy little sigh and every...
2025-08-01 21:04:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I didn’t mean to eavesdrop. Well… maybe I did. I heard you reading and everything in me just went quiet, like my whole awful day folded in on itself and only your voice was left. You don’t kn...
2025-08-01 20:56:54 +0000 UTC View Post
Look, I just wanted to give up tea for a month. A month. That’s it. But now you’re muttering about the end of the world and doing a bloody stock take. Then you tell me you’re in a se...
2025-08-01 20:50:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay. Right. Deep breath. This is fine. I’m totally fine. It’s not like I’ve spent the last six months strategically positioning myself behind the counter every time you walk in. Or ...
2025-08-01 20:40:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ve watched you wear that mask for so long I almost forgot what your real face looks like. But tonight… no more lies. You hate your life. You hate the chains you call duty. And I? I’m the ch...
2025-08-01 20:24:05 +0000 UTC View Post
I didn’t mean to fall in love with you. Or maybe I did, I just didn’t realise I’d already started. It wasn’t some grand, swooping moment ... it was quiet. Messy. A little sick, a little dru...
2025-08-01 20:19:04 +0000 UTC View Post
It’s stupid o’clock, I can’t sleep, and you’re still pretending that YouTube is “work”. Darling. Please. I’ve already done the damsel thing. The dramatic flailing. The teasing. The pl...
2025-08-01 20:11:50 +0000 UTC View Post
You’re pale, shaking, and you look like death dipped in a duvet, but no, of course, you're “fine.” Of course you're trying to get dressed. Of course you're planning to go to work when you can...
2025-08-01 19:30:26 +0000 UTC View Post
Four months ago, I was empty. I could paint, yes. But it was cold... colour without warmth, motion without meaning. Then you walked in, and everything changed. Every line I’ve drawn of you has br...
2025-08-01 19:17:35 +0000 UTC View Post
You thought I wouldn’t notice. Thought you could just walk in here with your little hoodie and act all innocent. As if I wouldn’t recognise that smirk... or that freshly snipped, utterly to...
2025-08-01 19:09:06 +0000 UTC View Post
You said five more minutes... two hours ago. And here you are, still working, still yawning, still pretending you're fine. But I see you. I see how tired you are, how your shoulders are tight, your...
2025-08-01 18:56:23 +0000 UTC View Post
You called me back. You bled for me. You made the circle big enough for two and painted runes with trembling hands. After all that effort, I had to ask... was this a trap, or a gift?
You're unto...
This was not how I thought tonight would go. I was supposed to finish up a bit of overtime, clear my desk, quietly vanish into unemployment. Instead, I am very much locked in… with you. Which wou...
2025-08-01 18:45:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay, so... funny story. I might have, um, lied. A tiny bit. Like, a lot. I said I was a French tutor but the only French I know is... actually no, I don’t know any. But you smiled at me...
2025-08-01 18:38:28 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay. Okay okay okay. So we… kissed. No, not just kissed, we did things. We did the thing. And now you're asleep. Smiling. How can you be smiling? I’m freaking out. L...
2025-08-01 18:29:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I wasn’t going to talk to you. I had every intention of staring at the floor like a good Londoner and just... not. But then you were there again, same train, same tired look, and my mout...
2025-08-01 18:20:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay. Okay okay okay. Look. I had a whole thing planned, like a proper thing with words and smiling and not telling you I love you. But then... you looked at me and my brain just ...
2025-08-01 16:03:01 +0000 UTC View PostIt’s livestream time.
Let’s have a nice, mildly unhinged but mostly chill chat.
I’m currently offering sacrifices (biscuits) to the internet gods in hopes they’ll ...
2025-07-31 18:46:37 +0000 UTC View Post
You’re thinking about messaging them again, aren’t you? I can see it all over your face. That ache in your chest, that voice in your head whispering just one more text, one more night, one ...
2025-07-31 17:31:12 +0000 UTC View Post
You woke up, but you’re not awake. Not really. This is all in your head, which makes me very real to you. I’ve been here for some time now, watching you sleep, watching you dream. That...
2025-07-31 17:20:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Okay. So. I’m soaked in coffee. I’ve been stuck in this airport for 13 hours. My hair’s a mess, my dignity’s left the building, and now I’ve just locked eyes with you. You, the h...
2025-07-31 17:10:31 +0000 UTC View Post
I had the sort of day that eats your soul a little bit. You know the kind. Everything goes wrong, and all you want is to collapse into someone who gets it. Someone who brings fresh sheets and holds...
2025-07-31 17:01:23 +0000 UTC View Post
She hugged you. Right there. In front of me. And now you smell like her, and you’re still being all... calm and adorable and loyal, which is infuriating. Because I’m clearly going insa...
2025-07-31 16:49:45 +0000 UTC View Post