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Ernestine Pastorello

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Bare"

#42 in my daily "dancing from my bedroom" series. 

I had an explosive conversation today. More soon.  

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "The Trouser Burlesque"

A super fun burlesque! I am getting so tired of my own clothes, so I borrowed my flatmate's suspenders... 

...and yes, when women first began wearing pants, this...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "When You Give Them Everything"

#40!!! in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! Do I get a present? :-)

I think this one is really self-explanatory and, I hope, deeply relatable. Wherever you're at. 

If you en...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "About That Thing You Think I Fucked Up..."

#39 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

I'm having a rough week. Today, I needed to dance about some shit that has been happening--my rebuffed efforts to try to help sex workers...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Fly on the Wall," as I take a ballet class

Hello patrons!

For your special treat this week, watch me dance along to an online ballet class taught by former Dance Theater of Harlem principal ballerina Enadlyn Taylor.

This is prob...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: Week 8 Chat!

Hello, friends!

A whole 4 days, without any new posts! I am grumpy about it, although to apologize after two months of daily posts seems an excessive mea culpa.

But it's happen...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Ballet in Tiny Spaces"

If you ever had any doubt or lack of understanding of exactly how much I love ballet...  

I received some very good advice from a friend/ex-client that what is most fascinating about me/...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine, Week 7 Chat & a Bit of Ballet.

What is going on this week? What is happening? How am I doing? What is the state of the world?

All these burning questions and more, answered! 

A bit of a different view this week,...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Her? Really? Have You Seen This?"

#36 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

I'm working through a thing. Can you tell? 

This series is so raw. Love it.  When I push this hard, my Middle Eastern dan...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "It Could Never Have Been Other Than What It..."

#35 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

I'm working through a thing. Can you tell? 

This series is so raw. Love it.  

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "The Anatomy of a Siren"

#34 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series!   

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "This is Why I Left."

#33 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

I'm working through a thing. Can you tell? 

This series is so raw. Love it.  

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Ballet as a weapon...against The Abyss..."

#32 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

A gorgeous adapted barre with an interesting soundtrack.  

Again, this project is keeping me sane. Thank god for ball...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "You Play Accordion? How Did I Not Know You Play the Accordion?"

This wicked awesome video is brought to by a wonderful human who recorded herself playing an accordion song so I could dance to it. (Hence apologies for the little technical sound wobbles.)  &...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "3,825 Miles"

#30!!!! (Someone throw this woman a party with booze) in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series.  

This one is completely self-explanatory. And I don't think I'm the only one who feels ...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine, Week 6!!! Chat.

Hello, friends! 

My weekly check-in. 

It was my first attempt at a simultaneous Instagram livestream, so there were momentary confusions. Apologies. I will have my shit togeth...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "You Think This is the Ground, But We're All Falling"

#27 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! 

"The bad news: You're falling. 

The good news: There is no ground."  

My parents are very upset that I had just got...

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Burlesque! "Chained."

This is a very special burlesque.

A sort of potential post-madness-career-launching burlesque.

You see, I met this friend. (She's a sex worker too, of course.)

Well, long story sh...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "The Mashing of the Rose"

 

#26 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series!

Some extremely primal shit coming out here. I'm loving how pointe is getting integrated into my improvisation. Usually, it's such ...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "All the Things You Don't See... When You Don't Look"

 

#27!!! in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! Week 5, and still going strong.

The most elegant way possible to exorcise frustration.

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Some things really are that simple."

 

#24!!! in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! Week 5, and still going strong.

I think one of the beautiful things about this time is that things are slower, and simpler.

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Tigress in a Corner.

23 April 2020

My bed in Neukölln


I am so, so angry. 

The system has failed me, on almost every level. 


I am definitely not...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "Springreen"

#23 in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series!  

This piece is an homage to the stunning beauty of spring in Berlin, with music by one of my favorite San Franciscans, Katy Stephan, who ...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine: "A Lovely Encounter"

#22!!! in my daily "dancing in my bedroom" series! Week 5, and still going strong.

I met someone. It was fun. :-) 

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The Dignity of Work

I have been alerted to the fact–rather gracelessly–that my last post makes me sound like a selfish asshole.

I am not writing this so she forgives me for my selfishness, but rather because...

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The Sewing of the Ribbons: A Pointe Shoe Afternoon

Ernestine prepares a new pare of pointe shoes! 

As I sew, I discuss:

-what I'm doing

-what I love about pointe

-how one trains to dance en pointe

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It Took Half An Hour

1 April 2020

Evening

Home (of course)

I have implemented the scheme.

It took half an hour.

These times provoke a lot of thoughtful (and of course now my phone is blowi...

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Finally, a wishlist! Help me be amazing.

Yes, ok, finally, A WISHLIST!

For those of you wanting to help a little bit more or in a one-time way...

I need certain things to take care of my body as I burn through these weeks of d...

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Ernestine Under Quarantine, Week 5! Chat!

Hello, friends! 

Hope you're hanging in there. 

My weekly Hello video! 

In it, I discuss: 

-How shit is going. "Jesus fuck. Why'd you have to ask?" ...

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A Squirrel Falling Through the Air

10 March 2020

Bed

I am a squirrel falling through the air.

I found this card today and bought it. It’s one of those lovely old-fashioned nature prints that you see everywhere in...

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