Hey y'all, gonna release a shorter more intimate/talking to camera about life video on the channel at the end of this month, and a longer more involved video next month. Been learning Blender and a...
2024-09-29 00:55:45 +0000 UTC View Posti have covid my brain not working... new video before end of month... missing making videos... heart aches for something real... i have had a lot of soup. going to take a nap. also, if you didn't n...
2024-08-24 20:39:56 +0000 UTC View PostI'll keep it short and sweet!
1. Still not financially stable, maybe even more cooked than before, but mentally 1000x better. Going to therapy, waking up and going to sleep at a regular time,...
2024-04-28 19:29:36 +0000 UTC View PostHey y'all gonna cut straight to the point had a mental breakdown last night and considered doing some inpatient/psych ward vibes, I had to cancel an ad read for a video I was going to release today...
2024-03-31 20:08:37 +0000 UTC View PostHey I've been massively depressed for four months and I owe y'all a bunch of stuff because you've supported me anyways. I'm very sorry for my absence. I've been oscillating between lethargy and sel...
2024-03-24 21:32:18 +0000 UTC View PostHere's a Dropbox link to 3 years of my music, and 2 cut albums. If you'd like to listen, start with Rose Garden as its the one I'm proudest of, and from there listen in any order. Of note: I cut on...
2023-12-01 02:21:22 +0000 UTC View PostHello folks! I've decided to keep working on the Palestine video for a while so it won't be out until next month - in the meantime I'll resume weekly content, starting with a new video by the end o...
2023-11-28 23:10:51 +0000 UTC View PostTwo reasons
1) palestine video has been stressing me tf out and I've been locked in an endless dance with the script trying to figure out the best way to say stuff
2) depressive episode...
2023-11-21 02:19:06 +0000 UTC View PostI'm sick maybe with the flu video postponed for a few days gonna be in bed my venmo is @roramdin donate to my #soupfund #soupheads
2023-11-10 23:37:46 +0000 UTC View PostThis Week's Playlist: https://ope...
2023-11-06 23:59:06 +0000 UTC View PostI'm working on some new graphics and music to use for the weekly updates, after that I'll film today's weekly update and get us back on track for normal uploads. <3 See y'all later today!
2023-11-06 20:34:53 +0000 UTC View PostI'm finishing up the edit right now! It's one of my fav vids I have ever made and I've already uploaded the 15+ royalty free tracks I made for it to the library, use in whatever creative projects y...
2023-10-31 20:15:14 +0000 UTC View PostHey y'all, I've really been enjoying making the weekly patron playlists for y'all to listen to. I'm wondering - what songs (if any) have you particularly responded to, and what type of stuff do you...
2023-10-25 22:14:42 +0000 UTC View PostPlaylist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/...
2023-10-24 20:48:41 +0000 UTC View PostIdk i wanted to talk to you guys about this. Please don't share this video around, I appreciate y'all.
2023-10-21 23:33:38 +0000 UTC View PostThis weeks update! Brief breakdown of last week's vid and this week's upcoming vid, plus a beat breakdown and a buncha recs! Links below for relevant stuff I mention <3
Patron Playlist 2: ...
2023-10-16 21:36:51 +0000 UTC View PostTalking about a dream for seven minutes, reflection, and media recommendations hehe
This week's Patron Playlist!
I made 7 or 8 original tracks for it so those will be uploaded tomorrow as well as the weekly update a day late 😖. I hope y'all like the video, it's one of my favorites fr!
2023-10-10 04:27:34 +0000 UTC View PostVideo today (monday) i hve been working all day im gonna wake up early tomorrow to finish it its 4am meow mwah
2023-10-09 11:16:25 +0000 UTC View Post
It's a good one though, here's the title card to stir up hype lol.
Hey folks! As we move into the second month of weekly content I figured it'd be a good idea to do a little monthly update on what I content I've promised. As a refresher, this month I owe y'all a b...
2023-10-02 19:21:52 +0000 UTC View PostHey y'all- I've decided to try to move the ad that was going to be on the XQC video to next week's vid. If you subscribed to the Patreon because you wanted to supplement that loss, feel free to uns...
2023-09-21 17:50:29 +0000 UTC View Post<333
2023-09-16 18:30:04 +0000 UTC View PostEvery Monday from now on - small reflection on last video, announcement about next video, and whatever else is on my mind. I talk about the 2000$ goal and ask a question about what you guys want to...
2023-09-11 21:32:05 +0000 UTC View PostI logged on today because I'm planning on making a little reflection on last week's video only to find that not only have we passed 2,000$ monthly, we fucking SMASHED it by 200$??? First things fir...
2023-09-11 19:44:41 +0000 UTC View PostNew Youtube video every Friday for the next year starting September 8th, along with music for the royalty free library. I also now will be doing "work days" instead of random work bursts, so I'll b...
2023-09-01 22:30:16 +0000 UTC View PostHey y'all, I've been having a bit of a mental health episode. Alongside being very nearly broke I've been struggling with very dark thoughts, depressive and anxious bouts, and increasing isolation ...
2023-08-14 21:18:35 +0000 UTC View Post