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all i really want

I’m starting out the music posts with an obvious one but it felt fitting.

I realized recently that I think of Jagged Little Pill as a year, with each of the 12 tracks representing and ass...

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extra

I miss you extra today 
And maybe it’s because I’m not supposed to 
Maybe it’s because I can’t get you out of my system 
Maybe it’s because I don’t want to ...

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is this how you do clean girl aesthetic?

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just a note

morning all :) would you guys be into me posting music here? I’ll routinely have a song I’m really into or one that pops up from my past that I have on repeat or maybe just something I’m vibi...

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neighbors

My neighbor across the courtyard
Just recently moved in 
Neither of us have curtains 
And I think we watch each other 
In a non-weird way 
He started with a box ...

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147th & broadway

shot on 35mm film

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moths

Like a moth to a flame
Why am I drawn to pain
I would love to sit here and say that I hate it 
But perversely I think I may live to create it 
And maybe that’s why you lik...

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recognition

I told him:
“It seems like you are looking for someone,
But I want someone who is looking for me.”
He said he didn’t know how to respond to that
That told me a lot

I c...

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it’s all a fucking mess

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trust issues

When people say they have ‘trust issues’
My mind jumps to tales of juvenile games
And textbook stories of deceit
‘They didn’t deserve for their belief in others to be degraded l...

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sun speckle

shot on 35mm film

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grief

I used to cry to you 
In bed wrapped around you 
You would ask: “What’s wrong?”
I told you that one day 
We would be separated 
By death 
And that ...

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a promise kept

“Everything happens for a reason”
These words have become empty 
Regurgitated and lifeless and hollow
They hang in the air 
As a trite and tired consolation prize <...

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endless glow

shot on 35mm film

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quiet joy

I am eating my soft boiled eggs. I am meticulously peeling the white part off of my orange slices and I am enjoying it more than I feel I should be considering the grandest moments are said to be a...

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search results

Sometimes late at night 
When I should be sleeping 
I search our texts for ‘I love you’
To see all the times you said it to me
It feels like all I have left of us now&nb...

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you live here now

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fragmented

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fool's errand

A cute guy messaged me on instagram 
I had never interacted with him before
The url equivalent of being approached at a bar 
He’s an artist 
Makes music 
Seems...

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simpler times

shot on 35mm film

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sun salutation – digital download

shot on 35mm film high resolution .jpg not for commercial use

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price of admission

Neon interrupts a black sky 
Glowing world awaiting exploration 
Steel gates that seem more like a suggestion 
Pulled into the gravity of twisted liberation
“Two ticke...

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first love

I saw a man today on the subway 
Standing in a perfectly turned out first position
I can always spot dancers on the street 
The way they walk
The way their bun is twisted an...

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nsfw

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undiagnosed

The first time we slept together
You didn’t reach out to me after
You didn’t text
You didn’t call
I didn’t understand 
I felt such a strong connection that night&nbs...

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polonaise terrace

brooklyn, new york — shot on 35mm film

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in ways they haven't

You said you want to die in slow motion 
I said
You’re in luck
You already are 

You look at me like you’ve never seen love before 
I think 
You’ve ...

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undone

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the truth

When I cry my nose gets really red 
My eyes and lips get swollen 
The fine line between my eyebrows
Becomes more pronounced 
From scrunching my face up 
I over e...

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the beautiful mundane

shot on 35mm film

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