A lil welcome to you from me🧚‍♀️

Okay so, first of all - if you haven’t guessed already - the names Becktoria (or Becky, or Bekka, or Rebecca to my mother/in certain situations 🤣)

The world of Becktoria is a crazy ass world, and for some reason y'all want to be a part of it, so here I am laying myself out to you like a nakey nakey sushi lady covered in sushi…

I make no promises, my world is topsy turvy and nothing is linear. I’m either full throttle, bang on it with updates, or you won’t hear from me in forever and wonder, “is she even still alive?”, but I promise I’m trying to be better (hence why I’ve started this ‘all inclusive’ page, in the hopes it helps me keep up with everything!)

You may find some things surprising, you may find out things you don’t like, you may fall head over heels in love with me 🤣, you may already have a connection with me and accept me for me, or you may know nothing at all about me and are new to the world of B (welcome ❤️)...

But one thing I'll always be is; Unapologetically Me 🫶🏻

I want to use this page for a multitude of things (hahaha ofcourse, ofcourse I do, I can’t just bloody pick one thing – like what even is that?! Why am I like this? 🤣), I want to use it as a journal but also use it like a scrap book and a place for me to showcase my work n creativeness etc etc. I wanna be able to connect with you on a bit of a deeper level (if that’s what you want), like maybe you’re reading this thinking “this sounds familiar, I seem to resonate with this sexy, funny, clever, creative gal”, maybe you go through some of the same things I do and you need a little helping hand, it’s okay, I got you, let’s talk b, we’re all on this same crazy train ride that we call life.

I want this page to be a safe space for me to be totally, utterly 100% me. This is a big step for me, I’ve thought about doing something like this on and off for the past year or so, and I feel like it’s finally time I just take the leap and start this lil journey of truth. I’m hella nervous to put my lil rollercoaster of a life into one page, but I hope it brings me comfort by giving me a platform to speak freely, and I hope it brings you joy to feel closer to me and my lil world.

Since I was a wee little nipper, a young Becktoria, a prepubescent teen, I’ve always found myself to never quite fit in; never felt like I truly belonged. Well, not to one singular place, or one skillset, or group of people, or pathway, or whatever. Yeah yeah, play that mini violin, ik ik it sounds cliché. Shut up it's my story  🤣

Anyway, let me give you an example, I have multiple social media accounts (that I run all by myself) and they’re all different, but they’re all the things I love/am trying to make a career out of/are my businesses, but they all individually suffer because there’s so much to do/so much different content to try n post and my lil neuro spicy brain just can’t hack it sometimes. “What’re all the things you talk about?” I hear you say, welllllll I guess you’ll find out more about them as we go along.

People always tell me I should choose one “thing” and stick to it. But how can I do this when I feel like I have so much more to give to my life, than to limit myself to just doing one “thing”. I’m a creative, imaginative, beautiful sentient being; I feel so much, I want to do so much.  Christ, I can't even stick to one look/style let alone everything else!!

It’s not that I’m hiding each little part of me, well I have been I guess, hiding them 🤣 It’s just for years now I’ve kept everything separate; maybe I thought people might judge, or I might loose followers or brand deals, or that people might not accept me/my ideas etc. Oh I don’t know, it’s just the way it’s always been. But now I want change, I don’t want to have to do things on separate accounts, I don’t want to hide parts of me away from eachother. I want a space where I can be free, free as a bird, free as a plane, freeeeeee as can beeeeeeeeee!

So that’s why I’m starting this Patreon, to let you into the raw unhidden version of me, all my doors are open and I’m ready to let go…

Let’s do this 🥺 xxxx