XaydLove

so...remember that fruit haiku?

i finally made the first video. i'm not sure how to crop it, which means i gotta learn that AND format it better before the recording process lol but it's something. anyway, check it out.

(*...

reset

here you go.

i needed this today and i thought I'd share in case you might too.

sometimes you just gotta take a moment to get some fresh air, look at the sky, and warm up your bones a...

FREEDOM

*cackles*

I'm finally able to upload photos again!

I took these last week 💛💛

Haiku - Fav Fruit

Hey.

I wrote this haiku last week about my fav fruit~


peel it with my teeth
golden juice runs down my hand
i suck the bone dry

I actually wrote two but second one's a...

Hmm...

for some reason, i can't upload photos right now. in the meantime...erm—have a poem!

i haven't named it yet but here ya go:



I just had a realization.

Back in the day...

i got one

we're on the way to DragonCon💛

Hmm...

I wanted to post a cloud or two with an update but Patreon won't load my photos.

I've moved. Things feel better but also the same.

That will change soon.

Thank you for being he...

something new

i wrote this poem yesterday. the prompt was "something you've always wanted to try." it took me a week to find my words, though i immediately knew what i was gonna write about.

i hope you lik...

deep breaths

you ever sit really still and realize you haven't taken a deep breath in a while?

if you just had that realization too, take one with me right now.


deep inhale. hold it.
slow e...

uh....

did this because of a bard challenge in a friend's server. uh... it's Daddy Lessons by Beyonce & The Chicks. it was cool. 

Not sure how

I've been recording things. I'd like to share them with you but I'm not sure how to do it. I ...forgot how. And there's no option through the app, that I've seen.

I'll ask my friend Eric (Th...

longing

i wonder what the sky looks like on your side of the universe

Hmm....

You ever had dry cereal? Just like a baggie of cereal? I like dry kix and frosted flakes a lot. I used to eat apple jacks & honestly I'm not sure where i was going with this but cereal is reall...

awake

i'm awake. i do not want to be.

but i woke up a couple hours ago and my nose ring ball fell out for the 6th time this week and i'm...tired. if this piercing wasn't something i've wanted and ...

Hmm...

Sometimes i plan posts and emails and messages out in my head and then forget everything i planned out when it's time to do it. Sometimes i forget to actually physically type (and send) it. That's ...

Intentions

I went outside on purpose today. It's 97° and i need a nap. I hope your Friday is going well.

Consideration...

i've been thinking about the future a lot.
i'm gonna miss this sky..

enamoured

still mulling over this one...

When though....

Timing | 2018
xayd

When is the right time to
address an issue?
talk about trauma?
fight?

I never know.
I'm here trying to release so much pain
from yesterday
from l...

Welcome

Hey~
Happy Tuesday. Thank you for being here. I left the house today. The sun was really high and bright and I only circled the block. There was one cloud i really wanted to get. But i didn't ha...

Cloud tier

I've decided to create a tier where i just post sky photos and promote it on twitter as I'm in desperate need and pretty much always taking photos of the sky... I hope this works.

(...

i was happy

Last week... Just watch the video.

clouds

I'm kinda down right now. I've been meaning to post these clouds but i keep falling asleep while getting the posts together. I'm sorry about that. I have more for you. A lot more...
Running erra...

Random sky and nature

I haven't really been outside much lately. These are some old photos. From the past two years old.
First is from a family trip to the beach. I had hair, a mohawk maybe, but that's the extent of...

Hm...

My current thoughts are concerning. And I'm scared to share them.

NEW MERPERSON

I got this commission a while back and i couldn't figure it out but HERE WE ARE!!!!!

*cackles*

Just gotta wake up early tomorrow and add the colors in! 💛

Yea..

I cried today. Several years anfld hi ú8 need. Dr

Metaphor

There are barely any trees. It's mostly just grass and otherwise barrenness. I was just here... Not putting out anything. And if i did, i felt like i wasn't doing enough. I still feel that way ofte...

Breathin ain't easy

Yesterday, i had a difficult time breathing. There was no known/obvious trigger. I just... Couldn't get thru the day peacefully. After the fourth moment, i decided to just try to power down for the...

🥺

The sky is so beautiful here. I'm lookin forward to seein it more often.