I drove to Atlanta today to attend Thicc's birthday party. We went to karaoke and it was lit. I had a lot of fun despite being nervous about meeting JayBurritos & singing in front of people and...
2022-03-24 04:39:09 +0000 UTC
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Hey. I just wanna say hi and thank you for y'all's support and good vibes. I appreciate you. For real.
Here are a few sky photos from when I left the house the other day. 💛
Maybe I...
2022-03-18 20:52:06 +0000 UTC
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So if you missed it, on Sunday I had a subathon. I called it a Love-a-thon. I streamed for 15 hours. The community unlocked an ASMR reading stream, a music/karaoke stream, a limited edition merch i...
2022-03-01 14:31:35 +0000 UTC
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On Saturday, I got some unpleasant news. I spent an hour quietly crying and....not really breathing. I was a wreck. And then Sweet called me. She taught me a technique called square breathing. It's...
2022-03-01 10:30:18 +0000 UTC
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I was going somewhere positive and then it went somewhere dark. I-I'll try again another time.
2022-02-03 05:17:34 +0000 UTC
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I wrote this last year and i didn't realize there was a typo until recently...heh. enjoy.
2022-02-01 22:13:00 +0000 UTC
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So i got the Patreon app on my phone again and everything looks so different. I'm not sure if this means more frequent content, since i type my poetry on my phone late at night or what. But it'll b...
2022-01-31 16:16:46 +0000 UTC
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I need another distraction.
At a time where I'd rely on my words to help me express and understand what I'm feeling...my mind is empty save for three words.
No, four. Four words. Three ...
2022-01-31 00:48:34 +0000 UTC
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I GOT A NEW LAMP!!!!!!!!!!!
Video in discord 😅
2022-01-28 07:29:23 +0000 UTC
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farmer xayd tends to her garden with love.
2022-01-19 21:26:47 +0000 UTC
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I finally shipped out Odemi the other day, and included this Alphonse doodle. Hopefully the recipient enjoys them both.
2021-12-31 19:00:01 +0000 UTC
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i wanna try to get at least one more xaydverse drawing in before the end of the year. cuttin i close, yea. i know. but i really wanna keep with it. i'm not drawing as frequently as i'd like but i'v...
2021-12-30 16:00:06 +0000 UTC
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i wrote this back in 2018. it doesn't have a title....but it's similar to how i've been feelin lately.
untitled | 16 Dec 2018
I hear sirens
a steady build
not the emergen...
2021-12-30 06:52:01 +0000 UTC
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i've been stuck but trying to work on a painting commission... this is my D&D OC, Odemi. i hope to finish this tomorrow...
2021-12-21 07:30:53 +0000 UTC
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this is baker xayd. she's bakin cakes.
2021-12-08 02:33:17 +0000 UTC
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i love the ocean. i've always wanted to do something really really cool. surfing seems pretty dangerous and also neat. so why not lol
you'll see more of Surfer Xayd soon too
2021-11-30 17:00:00 +0000 UTC
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this is the first of the xaydverse... all the alternate timelines.
in this one, a getaway driver. i'm really good at having to drive with purpose, i think. so i'd likely be good at this....s...
2021-11-28 17:00:06 +0000 UTC
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so as yall probably know, i've been making lil comics. i missed a few days because of work but i'm trying to do them every day. bit ambitious, but they're not super elaborate, so that kinda h...
2021-11-28 02:46:40 +0000 UTC
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I've been trying to figure out the best way to incorporate some other forms of art into my portfolio. I just want to know if anyone would be interested in seeing my progress with that.
2021-11-17 18:50:11 +0000 UTC
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i'm not sure what i'm doing anymore.
sorry for the lack of updates.
i'm still grieving and ....failing.
but i love you and i hope to be sunshine for us all again soon.
2021-09-11 05:41:33 +0000 UTC
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i dont know what to say about this
2021-07-21 03:19:35 +0000 UTC
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this song really speaks to me because i have no idea what i'm doin or why i'm even here most of the time. i'm just .....here.... tryin my best.
2021-07-09 03:37:52 +0000 UTC
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i decided to try crying into my microphone instead of drinking excessively
2021-07-01 22:21:23 +0000 UTC
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Do you ever feel worthless?
Like you try and try to be
Someone to love, like, care for
Someone worthy
Of all the love and care you give others?
Do you ever feel hopeles...
2021-06-28 22:53:03 +0000 UTC
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I've been trying to learn how to use Clip Studio in between working on commissions. It's going about as well as I could hope without external help (so far). I'm doing a self portrait of sorts - me ...
2021-06-26 05:18:43 +0000 UTC
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Doomed -- 13 April 2021 1:23AM
am i doomed to a life of darkness?
a mime in the night.
bumping into invisible walls.
tripping over unseen obstacles.
tryi...
2021-04-15 16:54:22 +0000 UTC
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Singing -- 24 March 2021 3:36AM
I've got the point where singing doesn't help anymore.
I can sing til I'm hoarse
S...
2021-04-13 10:23:00 +0000 UTC
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I want you -- August 2020
I wanna be alone
but i want you
Dont wanna stare at the phone
but i want you
Waiting for you to say “h...
2021-04-08 04:52:57 +0000 UTC
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Today, I got a new patron (shoutout to Lester). It made me go back and actually look at my page, my intended purpose. Honestl...
2021-04-07 21:29:56 +0000 UTC
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I was finally able to afford a new computer. I will be able to stream again starting tomorrow, thanks to my amazing patrons, family members, and community members. Thank you so much for believing i...
2020-01-21 04:39:07 +0000 UTC
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