sadness - (untitled thus far)
i still don't know what to call this song, so i'll come up with a name later
Saturday, March 30, 2024 at 3:02 PM
i finished most of this a while ago, but while i was in france i added those ...
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Trhä - trú◊a ∫anilahaΩaj
Sunday, March 3, 2024 at 10:52 PM
also a song i recorded the vocals for at Midoran's house. i wrote the lyrics while i was in france on my notebook (as well as a few other songs which i did ...
Trhä - bi∫ne gam◊ëjah dëhajmac innête líë§tes ë∫ niΩot◊ëct
immedeately after the last track i posted, this ambient piece will play. the title is extracted from the lyrics of the previous song "...leaving trails of magical strings suspending in dreams"
t...
Trhä - den cetna ya fënha Tóvar’haΩaj ë∫ qamëdjeni§
according to the file it says this project was created Tuesday, September 5, 2023 at 2:34 AM, which is when i made one of the dozen (or so) sounds that happens during the intro. i remember creating...
2024-07-09 11:45:55 +0000 UTC View Postblue / sunset girl (transitional ambience)
i may repurpose this for a Nänmëë track *i've been wanting to make new nanmee for a while now). i made this when iwas very surprised and lucky to discover a GRAND PIANO at the air bnb i was stay...
2024-06-10 14:50:31 +0000 UTC View Postin the distant travels / blue (transitional ambience)
for the concert (and any future concerts) i'll have transitional sounds connecting every song to eachother. this is what i had programmed for this last concert between "in the distant travels" and ...
2024-06-10 14:45:22 +0000 UTC View Postsunset girl (guitar 1)
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1rvASWbXQIJgJIDhHDE6X_BnoHBy1J5VM?...
2024-06-07 19:23:53 +0000 UTC View Postblue ( live arrangement) [guitar 1]
the clean middle section was the hardest thing (for me) to perform during the entire set. i would practiec it really hard just to make sure i wouldn't mess it up, but in the end my cables got undon...
2024-06-06 22:01:21 +0000 UTC View Postin the distant travels, guitar # 1 demo (live arrangement)
this song was a disaster when we performed it because my cables got disconnected somewhere in my pedal chain, it wasnt until the next song that i was able to fix it, so my guitar was just lost duri...
2024-06-05 22:14:19 +0000 UTC View Posthi
yesterday was the first show for any solo projects. if anyone of you came out thank you so much it was amazing to see and talk to so many people . now that the setlist was exposed i can share all t...
2024-06-01 14:45:21 +0000 UTC View Postsadness - pink clouds
patreon has been kinda slow lately. i blame that on the house i was living in as soon as i arrived in amsterdam and the room i had my equipment in, but that house is gone a nd a better place is her...
2024-05-14 14:41:10 +0000 UTC View PosthaΩaj lesson 2 - pronouns (aΩde)
we now begin to look into basic haΩaj grammar, this first word category being the pronouns (aΩde). haΩaj has 2 pluralities (singular + plural) and 3 perspectives [+plus a 4th separate pe...
2024-04-23 22:24:04 +0000 UTC View Post⋆｡°✩✧NINATAHEC✧✩°｡⋆ - zen ∂án Ωevih ¶ad ablëc
Wednesday, April 3, 2024 at 1:43 PM
i wrote all the lyrics and recorded the vocals today. the title means "the first day of the best summer ever".like i sadi before ninatahec lyrics are ki...
haΩaj lesson 1: writing and pronounciation (and other updates...)
it feels like it has been way too long since i have given you guys an update on here. for the last several months i have been simlutaneously unproductive + sometimes making new things (sadness and ...
2024-04-20 07:14:27 +0000 UTC View Postsadness live?
you might have seen a flyer for a sadness show in chicago, this is a real thing. musicians in the other bands playing that night have offered their help in performing the songs as a live band with ...
2024-03-06 09:30:24 +0000 UTC View Postmore comforting songs as requested by karen that i talk about
there's nothing on my face, ruin everything, and i hate you
(for context read my previous post about "i'm a failure) because all of the comforting songs are about the same thing, my extreme ...
talking about comforting - i'm a failure
surely there are many things i havent talked about yet, if there's something ive misse dplease comment below i will gladly do a big talk, this could be things i released before i even started patre...
2024-02-12 18:42:26 +0000 UTC View Posti can write your names in haΩaj
since i finished perfecting all the haΩaj characters i can write anything i want in a complete standard form, ive already written names and phrases that were requested of me. if you would like you...
2024-02-11 09:04:06 +0000 UTC View PostnêbamΩejn album art
you might notice that the written title looks much cleaner than in all the other album covers and lyrics, this is becayse this is the first time its not hand written. basially i went in and did the...
2024-02-10 19:30:15 +0000 UTC View Postsadness - new body
Friday, June 16, 2023 at 5:30 AM
i promise i will come back here with my head straight and the words to talk sooo much about a million things. apart from the recent songs, ive also seen peop...
Trhä - nêbamΩejn
november 12 2023
i know i havent been writing detailed posts about my recents songs and i really would like to but something in my (br()aINNn) ( i dont like that word) isnt letting me. ive b...
sadness - something in the distance
UPDATE: remastered in june 2025
Wednesday, November 29, 2023 at 4:25 PM
something in the distance
on top of a bridge hanging over incomplete space
a shade of light is miss...
2024-01-05 21:03:12 +0000 UTC View Postuntitled nänmëë track
this is comprised of many many differnt unused samples of mine which became noise clips that i was going to use for this powervilence band i was in where i played drums but we never ended up doing ...
2023-12-29 13:25:12 +0000 UTC View PostTrhä - Ωicaµësalso
Friday, October 27, 2023 at 8:26 PM
"Lasëman" is a village in EnΩëtonëg
"◊émë" means the sounds of outside (such as ambient nature sounds and just outside anything)
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Trhä - ca sí§t eha ana s◊ahe
Wednesday, November 29, 2023 at 9:42 AM
i MAY add piano to this song (if i have time). im living at my grandparents house rn because im moving tomorrow to europe and my grandma has two piano...
sadness - while you're still
Wednesday, November 29, 2023 at 11:10 AM
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sometimes i dream and i feel so pure again
i almost forget what it felt like to just be me
and then suddenly i fall asle...
2023-12-23 01:59:39 +0000 UTC View Postsadness - incomplete places
Wednesday, November 29, 2023 at 10:08 AM
for some reason the mp3 version of the file (which is what i use for patreon) has these digital artifacts that are annoying. fortunately the lossless...
sadness - i left a message for you
UPDATE: remastered in june 2025
Saturday, May 20, 2023 at 9:03 PM
ill make a more detailed post about this song tomrrow because i am tired right now and want to go to bed. i h...
sadness - glistening in the march lowsun
UPDATE: remastered in june 2025
Sunday, June 4, 2023 at 4:36 PM
i had this instrumental for a while without knowing what i wanted to write the song about, besides obvious impulsiv...