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I've been away

Both physically and mentally.
But I'll be back. I'm coming back.
I'm just.....exhausted right now.
It feels as if I've died in little ways over the last few years. They're all adding up..<...

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New Wip Wednesday!

Meet Lil Sherman.

He's a lil lightning bug dude. I'm still deciding where to go with him but I wanted to share bc I'm stuck and he's cute and Cereal helped me name him yesterday.

Sho...

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Today...

I started streaming today, 5 years ago.

My initial plan was to stop after today. But I.. need a little more time....


Enjoy some clouds.

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detroit, mi • yesterday

I'm in Detroit for a few days with Blerdz Unite 💛✨

here's the sky yesterday.

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Orts pt 2

Hello again.
Been a minute, I know.... 😮‍💨

I'm here to talk about two paintings," just bloom" and "silas"...

So. Starting with just bloom. This was the first piece that I d...

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What's your fav drink?

Mine is called a Gold Rush - Four Roses bourbon, lemon, and honey. Made at Proof in Charleston, SC, this is the drink I'd have before and after a show, a shift, or whatever. It's refreshing and soo...

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FRC Robotics~

My siblings' team competed this weekend. It's been fun so far.

Have some clouds. Yesterday was very rainy... Today is much better.

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Orts

So... I started this post at the beginning of March. Like March 2nd. My alt text and captions were kinda hilarious. That's all gone now. I'm not gonna try to replicate it. Let's just take a moment ...

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I'M BACK

I got kicked out of my account for some reason but I'm back now.

I went out on an adventure today so have some sky and water. And a 9/11 memorial.. 💛

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The flower

I did this with oil pastels and acrylic paint pens. I dunno the name yet. Oil pastels are fun... Might do another i get back home.

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😅

hi.

here's a free cloud.

I've moved physically but I'm still unpacking. I also did Something to my computer that needs to be fixed before I can do anything strenuous on it (like strea...

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Heaviness of Expression

SO

I drew something yesterday.

Remember my poem, "Danger"? The one with the push & pull, paddleball imagery? (It's ok. I'll put it below. 🫶🏾)

Well I drew it. And prom...

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Seabrook Island, SC - 21 Jan 2024

i worked this weekend & had a really fun time. This go round we had CC + The Adelitas led by drummer/composer/educator Dr. Colleen Clark, featuring vocalist A...

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1/11 1:11

I got this yesterday in the drive thru. I'm glad my phone decided to cooperate and save this. I planned to take more but it was gone by the time I'd gotten my food. So I say that to say ....
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Hey--

1/11/2024

It's 1/11. So much has already happened. Happy New Year. I'm 30 now. Thank you for the birthday love and well wishes. 💛

I'm gonna be honest - I'm terrified. My timer is s...

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4 - (over)whelm

(over)whelm

please don't touch me
i'm really cold and feelin’ small
i just want to lay watch this wall
no response to texts or answerin’ calls

No.
...

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3 - sunrise

sunrise

i love that
my friends

know me
well enough

to remind me
to look up
at the sky

that helps me
remember
to breathe

been kinda
breathles...

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2 - Distraction

Distraction

I need another distraction.

At a time where I'd rely on my words to help me
express and understand what I'm feeling…
my mind is empty.
Save f...

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I'm breathing. Are you?

I finally submitted my last final. It was late. I hope I still get credit. 🙏🏾

I'm exhausted. 😂

The poems will continue to post over the next few days. I'm still writing the p...

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1 - Danger | Moth

Danger

I’m in danger
Caught up in your current
I keep gettin’ pulled back in

I try to walk away
Leave you alone.
You release your hold…

But t...

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hi

*nervous chuckle*

So last night at 12:48am I submitted my final project (late) and at 4:30somethingam I completed all the crocheted goodies. I can finally take one deep breath.

The pr...

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Thank you -

For your love
For your support
For your patronage
For the good vibes
For being

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*soothe*

i miss the beach.

this was from June 2020.

true story.

and i got to see & hug him yesterday. 💛

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10/30

Late night car singing
God Herself - Madison McFerrin

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Life update

Hey. I owe y'all some posts. I've been bogged down in homework, trying to finish recovering and get my past due work completed. While also traveling. Uh.. I'm exhausted. 😅

Stay tuned for:...

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN

I tried being a vampire
But my teeth wouldn't stick
Because my mouth is
Too warm and
My teeth too wet

Need new teeth lol

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16 June 2023

idk why I was breathing like that but LOOK AT the clouds

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A Secret Gift!

My aunt Donna commissioned me to do a painting for one of my uncles. He turned 50 years old last month. I couldn't post about it bc even though he doesn't frequent social media much. And... Well, I...

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I CAN POST VIDEOS NOW

YEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHH

this was from last week. Or maybe the week before? Idk. Sky was showin out tho.

And since I can post videos here now... i'll be adding more regular cloud content at...

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cosplay highlight: Yosemite Sam

I was chillin in my car one evening. I tied my twists over my lip to make a moustache for a silly photo. And...then I realized: i could cosplay as Yosemite Sam.

So I did. The very ...

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