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Reward for my 1st 30 patrons!

It's Christmas!

The reward I promised my 1st 30 patrons is (finally) here!

You will only be able to view this video if you were one of my 1st 30 patrons to sign up! 

I will b...

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Pussy Stories

What are the stories we tell ourselves?

 Are they ours?

 Or were we handed them and we never thought to question them?

What stories am I telling myself?

What stori...

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Delayed...

Looks like there are problems with Vimeo today which has delayed todays Vlog...thanks for your patience...let's hope all is resolved by tomorrow. 

Suze :-)

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YouTube livestream with Suze!

Save the date! It will be December 30th 8pm (CET+1) 

Hope you can all tune in....

And the PATRON ONLY naked in body and word livestream will be scheduled soon...

Leave your r...

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Naked from words

Words cannot always express how I'm feeling or what I have to say

Sometimes it just feels best without

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Falling down the rabbit hole

This magical island of Gozo has this mystical energy. I've heard some people refer to the island as the Goddess Island. What happens here is that time seems to speed up and slow down at the same time....

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Thank you for your patience

Beautiful patrons, due to technical problems with my computer, I am running a day behind with my next Vlog. It will be with you tomorrow. If you have any requests for videos add them in the comments h...

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Gozo Life

"It's a new dawn, 

it's a new day, 

it's a new life for me, 

oooooooh

and I'm feeling good!"

Nina Simone's song pretty much sums up how I am feeling right now....

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3-somes

Have you had one?

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Talking to my mum

Reflecting on the past. Saying words that perhaps I could not say back then, when I was too young to be heard.

Feeling the anger, the pain, the regret, so I can let it go.

What's your relation...

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Let's catch up!

Did you miss the livestream on Sunday?

Then we need to catch up!

All Patrons who would like to have a Patron-only Livestream say HELL YES! in the comments below this video...


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Show me your love tonight

YouTube livestream at This is Suze 9pm tonight (1pmGMT-8)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_YOVPUICjQ

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The question I get asked the most


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Spa time

So much has happened, so I am going to share the stories here, whilst you enjoy my spa experience in silence. I suggest you mute the sound, unless you love the sound of hard gushing water!

Naked in ...

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Slowing down island style

My return to London didn't last. My friends were running a workshop in Gozo and I wanted to go. The last six days have been full, magical, explosive, eye opening, breath taking, fun, loving, revealing...

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Back in the bath

So, I'm on the up. Which is good. And I'm making plans. 

How can you feel bad when you're in the bath?

I feel I will regret saying that later.

There are videos to come of my trip in...

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Where I'm at right now

There's no point pretending that I'm fine when I'm not. I know that that is how society thrives; living on fake. Kyle Cease was talking today how people don't know how to say what they're feeling, so ...

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Caught on Swedish TV

This is a screenshot sent to us by a friend who was watching the football match and saw us on Swedish television! In the same week another very good friend of mine was also caught on TV in the States,...

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Sweden

To say this trip was not as I expected is like the biggest underestimation of all time. This has been the weirdest trip ever. But the day we went to see swedish football was a good day. It was fun. It...

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Shower time

Feeling the water pour over me, I feel cocooned and comfortable. There are few places in the world amongst this society and all its prejudices and judgements where I feel more safe.

And in time I kn...

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Let's talk about shame

Today I am sharing a video of myself taking a shower. Just a very normal mundane routine that all of us do, that can at times be a really glorious time in our day. A time where our bodies get to be co...

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Adventures of Suze in Sweden

Patrons, it has been a week. One hell of a week. 

Some good, some bad, and some down right awful. Thank you so much for those of you that checked in because of my silence. The adventures of tra...

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When the dark days come

 

Yesterday I asked you if it was ok to post my darkest days. You might think that is a strange thing to ask when I am in the midst of an Authenticity Challenge. However, let's be clear some pe...

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Where am I?

Beautiful patrons,  I am wondering if you are wondering where I am. To summarise, last week was a really really hard week for me. I filmed a moment that was particularly hard that I had planned t...

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Going out


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YouTube Livestream tonight!

Beautiful patrons! I would love to see you in 30 minutes for October's This is Suze livestream...

Yes! I will be starting Patron only livestreams here on Patreon...but tonight I'll be over on YouTub...

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Thank you

Thank you beautiful patrons for your support and for your emails. I have really loved hearing so many patrons share their stories of body insecurities, of understanding with what I have been going thr...

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Warm oil

The cold is getting to me and my body is craving some warm oil, baths & tea. I have been feeling super self conscious about my body lately, and not in a good way. Feeling uncomfortable with the we...

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What is conscious porn?


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Parklife

Enjoying some precious time in nature with the autumnal leaves

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