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Padrona of Praiano part 2

while editing these, I realized that I enjoy the darker, more mysterious images. they have way more atmosphere...(takes note of this for future work)

also...something about these, for me...

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to resist is to exist, another human experience:


I think I am resisting again, the flow of my life by not knowing who I am. I don’t align with identity, but perhaps knowing more of the self allows more solidity than being a wisp on t...

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Feeling my Feelings?

for a long time my therapist would try to insinuate that I do not allow myself to feel, rather I rationalize my way out of feeling with logic; instead of just allowing the emotion to take over me, ...

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The Feminine Urge Part 2, Look 2

something about finding your own aesthetic in the midst of societal screeching and influence, the struggle between the many ideas & forms of the feminine energy

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Outlander

I recently got to spend some time in the Scottish Highlands for a project that involves my day job, and as an unashamed Outlander fan-I cannot begin to describe the happiness I felt frolicking in t...

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Blame


It’s not your fault. It’s mine for not knowing myself any better than I did years ago. I am no more myself or any less afraid to be, but I have stopped caring about identity having a...

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Identity

It wasn’t so much about having to form a sense of identity, because I never had one, and knowing what I know now, I don’t need one. But you knew that, and you ate that shit up as a predator wou...

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Betrothed part 4

one more part to go ❤️‍🔥

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Betrothed, Blurred Video Full

https://mediazilla.com/q3yWIO8F8d

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Room Service part 1 of 3

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69

As I said the number aloud, “69…” the worry shed off me like water repelling oil. The shame of thought burnt my cheeks as the realization hit me: not every person had the same trauma, the sam...

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Over

I’ll give you up now

I wrote about my feelings (whether or not about the truth, is up to me) but your silence and position to distance says more and more by the day; that perhaps you really...

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Untamable Wilderness part 2

if anyone draws from these, please tag me! I'd love to see how you draw the surrounding foliage and flowers 🌼

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Sit Like a LADY !

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Unknown Recipient, 2


Whenever I am summoned against my will to present myself to you, prostrate myself at your door**


**(instead of door read: dm box filled with countless others View Post

Upcoming Looks + a cute booty pic

there is one look that’s missing, but I guess that one will be a surprise!

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the goat farmer part 1

you'll see...there will be 4 parts to this one!

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Watching the Neighbors


In all the chaotic unfolding of life, I thought I saw you, in the thick of darkness, a stark pale figure. Same glasses, same stature of paunch, exact outline and hue of receded hair. You...

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Sticky Situation

the violence of self betrayal

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Unknown Recipient: part 1

I am spiraling out of control and I think that acting in equally chaotic ways makes me feel like I am in control of the chaos in my life, but in reality I am just giving into chaotic patterns in an...

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Perception & Perspective


Perspective shifted when I realized someone didn’t have to be wrong in any given conflict. Fault could be shared into divided work, something to create more union in the shared effort ...

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the shadow man part 2

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Bluey Party

allowed me to play dress up as an adult 🫴✨

Which led me to the thought that there’s been a trend— having to deal with censorship online has led me to be more clothed in many of my po...

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Mistake!

I moved one of the novel tier sets to sell, thinking it would show up for novel tier members AND for purchase for free members, but it only shows it to one or the other! SO if you are experiencing ...

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24HR DOG part 1

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Padrona of Praiano part 1

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The Feminine Urge part 1, Look 2


What does it mean to be woman? A subjective idea to be sure and in an infinite (unimaginably so) array of variation, meaning, feeling, appearance.


Singular to one’s o...

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Expression Study

In case you’d like to practice or do a study of some different facial expressions ♥️

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Parisian Nights part 2

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Heart Sick;Lover Boy

Happy UnValentine's Day 💔💢‼️

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