Lil Dee

Turmoil???

I think there’s an assumption that I have to be dastardly and completely cut open in order to write the way that I do—a kind of incomprehensible unhappiness perhaps. But the truth of the matter...

A Date with Death 🖤

Some extra images that I wanted to share, but felt didn't add to the current set I was working on! I like the emotion in both of these for opposite reasons...or maybe for the same reason! anyway, a...

A Date with Death part 2 🖤

Midsummer Day Dream

It snowed in Florida...

Betrothed part 3 of 5

The Feminine Urge part 2, look 1

Critical Estimation of an Unhinged Reality?

It’s not so much that reality has left me unhinged, but that rather it has given me no choice, but to unhinge myself from it. It asks you to believe in so many ridiculous and absurd things that i...

Entry 1

free flowing thought experiment. thinking of means to connect beyond the physical nature of things. beyond the confines of the way they appear. the energetic process of connection, or trite misnome...

Backless part 3

the final part of this series 🖤

The Insatiable Heiress part 2

the story or the title of the photos does most of the heavy lifting for the work itself. sometimes I can't imagine the work without the title. what else would tell the imaginative story? would the ...

Her Name is Candy Cane

she's a real treat . . .
Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas 🤍

Untamable Wilderness

Christmas Preview ♨️

Makeup and Outfit Details~

Swinger

I wanted this to feel like a memory of a time you had with me, or maybe you made it up in your imagination, like a day dream sequence, that's how I want most of my work to feel 🖤

Cleanliness is Next to Godliness part 2

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I want to do a head shot photoshoot, but of just inappropriate faces and gestures, I think I shall add this to my list of ideas, the second set of photos are irrelevant to this train of thought… ...

Leda and the Swan

I wasn't going to edit this set either, I had done the first half of it in black and white on the bed, which I was unhappy with how it turned out, after shooting.
So I decided to try to shoot t...

Dreams of Summer

I was actually reading in these photos, this shoot wasn't my idea, but that of my business partner's! If it feels different in tone, it's because I didn't direct it at all, which admittedly is hard...

Appreciation.

What does it look like for you to feel appreciated?
I don't know if I have my answer, but as of late I feel drained?
As though no one is capable of pouring back into me. Or perhaps they don't...

The Shadow Man part 1

From Google: A term for dark silhouettes: Some people describe shadow people as dark figures that flicker in and out of peripheral vision. Some believe they are aliens, while others speculate they ...

Betrothed part 2

The last image is of me freezing my nips off! >_<
This was in the winter in Oregon, and while pretty, this stone cabin was not well insulated ^^;

A Date with Death part 1

Happy Halloween!

I know I normally do a traditional costume for Halloween posts,
but I figured since things have been difficult and hard lately, I'd post my latest cosplay!
Death of...

Boring

I think routine is often misunderstood— most of my life is pretty routine.

I work, I workout, I eat, I watch shows, I read, I sleep. And in between all these tasks, I think and look forwar...

Imaginary Friend

The Feminine Urge part 1, look 1

I often wish we existed as energy. I believe we contain it within our human houses, (our bodies) but I wish we presented and appeared to one another in that energetic form, rather than in our human...

Hair Update

I did my hair! I have been going back and forth on keeping it black or letting my natural color grow out and do a dimensional look, but I finally decided on longer bangs and a natural black versus ...

I am a mess!!!

Lovingly, as my friend would say to caveat the criticism— I am spiraling a bit, but not in a bad way. Things have gotten very challenging while also being strangely hopeful?? I still don’t know...

Backless part 2

low braid variation, I was actually really indecisive about how to wear my hair for these photos, in the first version, I wore it up in a high ponytail. But overall, this shoot ( the 3rd of the day...

newness

all the confusion and turmoil of trusting new people and circumstance; a truly wildly beautiful and yet revolting painful process, like shedding in one piece or a metamorphosis (I would ...

The A U T O M A T O N part 2