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More from Paris

I have so many photos I still haven't shared from this trip! Including a huge nude set coming next ; ) 

From blue to red...

Photos by Erin Mae, on film. She's only on Twitter now, no instagram.

I wrote a really heavy, long entry then decided to save it for another time perhaps. I want this place to be...a place of...

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Moody

This week has been one of those weeks when I ask myself why I'm doing this. 

Working harder for less, feeling burnt out and uninspired.  There are Ai deepfakes looming ahead, inflat...

Polaroid Emulsion Lifts

I'm also making a process video so you can see how these are made.  Some are on expired film and shot on a vintage camera, some with newer film on a newer camera.

Amber glow

On film again by Louie Salto.  Kodak ektar100, in Paris

Hasselblad Portraits - quick post

Louie Salto aka @louielumiere on IG took these on a Hasselblad on my hotel balcony in Paris! 

We also shot a bunch of different lingerie that day, so more coming in a few days.  Enj...

Featuring Finn

He loves getting in my photos!  

Also here's a fresh OF link if you need.  Business is down 20% on there, times are tough : / I feel like I'm working harder for less these days, but...

Experimental

experimental self portaits 

Notes on Paris

I want to tell you more about this Paris trip. But the story actually starts long ago, long before any of you ever knew me.

However, I am writing a book - so I don't want to give it all away ...

Alone in Paris

This is what it looks like.

Photos by @andrecelinephotographie 

I was recommended to work with her from one of you ; ) Thank you!  Many more shots coming from our day together...

Hold pls

Thank you for your patience as I've been on a whirlwind trip in Paris, rushing to photo shoots and dinners and trying to walk around and see art in between bouts of rain.

I was supposed to co...

Chilly morning at Seneca Lake

Prepare yourself

Ladies and gentleman, Dr. M.  She prefers to censor and I respect her wishes ; )

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Incapacitated

My first time being tied up...

Viewing shibari in photo and videos is one thing, seeing it performed live is another.  Experiencing it first hand is a very special moment indeed. If you'...

Featuring Dr. M

Including me trying to be as short as her so our butts line up...

If you're not familiar, she's Dr. M aka @drmthesciencefemme on Instagram and on Patreon. We met through a friend when I first...

Just a lot of photos of my butt.

I've been feeling better lately (besides having an annoying seasonal sinus infection!). But, I mean mentally.  I feel more confident, beautiful, powerful. I am enjoying the sudden summer weath...

VIVA

This vintage women's magazine from the 1970s called Viva has been inspiring me lately.  It was an "international women's sex magazine" that ran for about 12 years.  Apparently they could ...

Changes

When I get restless, I write about it on here.

When I get restless, I am pushed to make changes...so it's not exactly a bad thing.  Even though my writing sounds very discontent, it real...

Best of Both Worlds? + OF link

I don't shoot a lot of black & white, but I thought these were kind of slick. Which do you prefer?

Thank you, by the way, for letting me vent a lot here lately.  I really appreciate ...

Craving peace

I've been doing this for a long time. Modeling for 16 years, being a "creator" for 7. Full-time independent artist for 3.

All around me I have watched others get excited by what they think i...

just one photo & some thoughts

I talked a bit about this on Instagram this week, but I'm having a bit of an existential crisis. I think I've really been in denial about this ADHD diagnosis, and I need to write some things down.<...

Blue Velvet Part 1

Maybe I draw a lot of inspiration from my surroundings...from furniture, from light, plants, etc. Finding new ways to shoot my apartment has also been really fun.  And this sofa has history......

Tax Season

Sorry I've been quiet, I'm drowning in data and expense reports.  They really make it harder for a freelancer / independent artist.  The last few years I paid insane self-employment taxes...

I love these so much...

Here's the thing.  I lost my main account on Instagram at 241k. Now I'm watching all these other redhead models around me with 100k etc and feeling that urge to be in the rat race again.  ...

Female gaze

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For the month of February, I am saying no.  No to shoots, no to social gatherings.  No to favors, requests, bookings.  No to endless scrolling, dinners out, wearing makeup. I am sayi...

Soft

With Valerina Kalabina

this is a reminder to take down your christmas tree

if you haven't already ;P