Sooooo...remember how I talked about having this deep seated belief that I am secretly a monster; that I am, deep down, a terrible, manipulative, mean-spirited person with a selfish desire to take ...
2025-12-24 16:20:19 +0000 UTC View PostMost often these days, I only share one of the first recordings for each song. Typically because a lot of them remained pretty similar to the final product, so I just pick the one that's the most d...
2025-12-19 16:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostI'll be honest, I did not have a plan for this post when I put it in the schedule, but thank you so much to my body for deciding to contract COVID specifically so I would have something to...
2025-12-16 21:50:06 +0000 UTC View PostI know it isn't time for this yet, but I have so much to share in the few days since the last update 😅 BUT IT'S A GOOD THING (kind of)!
Last week I already mentioned that the Botox is work...
2025-12-10 19:02:19 +0000 UTC View PostAs you may have garnered from the title...my bones are um...all cracked up 😅 But more importantly for now: The Botox is working again!! 🥳
I know this happens every time with the Botox, ...
2025-12-05 19:06:22 +0000 UTC View PostAs you may know, for the past few years, Spotify has given creators the opportunity to upload a video for their top fans on the platform. I have never participated in this before for a couple of re...
2025-12-04 16:00:12 +0000 UTC View PostSo I've learned that I can no longer reasonably clip these videos together on my old laptop, because the software shuts down randomly at 3-40 minute intervals because my laptop just can't handle ru...
2025-12-03 16:00:17 +0000 UTC View Post
Here we have context for the chorus in the form of examples of what inspires some that feeling of needing to be "on" all the time. And also the bridge, where it's more of a moment of reflection of ...
2025-12-02 19:13:37 +0000 UTC View PostCan you guess my feedback on this one? 👀
Just kidding, I'm going to tell you right away this time, because what I learned from last time is: I will forget to go back 😅
This sounds...
2025-11-28 16:00:06 +0000 UTC View PostThe way this song ended up so similar, but so different from this first recording is absolutely wild to me 🤯
Obviously the melody is a little bit different here than how it ended up, but b...
2025-11-21 16:00:09 +0000 UTC View PostI have been worse at messaging people in the past 6 months to a year than ever before in my life. And that's not just community things, but also the people closest to me in my life.
I'm sure...
2025-11-18 16:00:22 +0000 UTC View Post
I think when I'm writing a song, I'm not always actively thinking about the structure it should have or when certain messages should be; I just write want I want to say and hope for the best 😅 2025-11-15 01:33:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I don't have a ton to update on today, truthfully 😅 BUT I successfully (if narrowly) avoided my allergies MANY times in the past week! 🙌 So, no big deal or anything, but I basically survived ...
2025-11-07 18:41:25 +0000 UTC View Post
The hashtag song! 😅 This song was 100% inspired and brought to you by a hashtag that I saw on another indie artist's instagram post...I don't usually read the hashtags, but when I do...<...
2025-11-06 04:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostI'm going to be so real with you, I tried really hard to cut this into a shorter, sillier, more manageable bloopers reel like the usual ones, but the program crashed THREE TIMES and after losing th...
2025-11-04 16:00:23 +0000 UTC View PostMy FIRST EVER co-write! It's still not quite fully set in stone, but is a song ever really fully off-the-table for edits? 💁♀️
(Official title TBD) Tom named the song for the overarc...
2025-11-03 15:58:31 +0000 UTC View Post
I said exsanguination AND I MEANT IT (kind of 😂)
I just want to be clear first and foremost that "exsanguination's real slow" is in fact the original way I wrote that last line. And I almo...
2025-10-29 15:00:13 +0000 UTC View PostSURPRISE! I lied on the calendar, and instead of getting more vampires bedroom recordings, today you get the first vibe check for vampires with vocals, and next week you might just get the first ev...
2025-10-25 19:30:52 +0000 UTC View Post
As you may have heard, while I was on my week-long break, I decided to get together with Tom Thomas to co-write a song 👀
After chatting for a while about what's been going on in each of ou...
2025-10-22 15:00:13 +0000 UTC View PostThis is quite possibly the easiest way to impress people with an autumnal dessert 🍂
I am starting to wonder if part of why I prefer baking to cooking is that I know a good number of super ...
2025-10-21 15:00:14 +0000 UTC View PostI'm an IBS girlie and I think I'm funny, what can I say? 😂
This week has honestly been such a dumpster fire for my health and I truly do not have a good explanation, but I am pretty glad I...
2025-10-17 23:50:31 +0000 UTC View PostGood news: I saw my physiotherapist about my hand and he has been able to help! Also news: I might have made him look/feel a little silly 😅
So as you may remember, I felt something roll in...
2025-10-12 18:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
GUYS. I was genuinely so scared about putting this into a song 🙈
You may have noticed from the first two song breakdowns for this one, that while the concept of the song was always feeling...
2025-10-10 15:00:17 +0000 UTC View PostI feel like I originally wrote this song for someone else to sing it 😅
Very little has changed since this first version, but I just think it's interesting how I originally imagined it to b...
2025-10-04 01:22:55 +0000 UTC View Post
You asked for it! 😅
Also, I realized like...several days after saying on stream that I haven't shared the lyrics/chord sheet for this and don't know if I plan to...that I uploaded the ly...
I know it is very much my 'tism to eat the same things over and over again, but I honestly am curious what other people do. If you're not eating the same thing all the time, how do you decide what ...
2025-09-30 18:38:27 +0000 UTC View PostThe seasons are changing and I'm falling apart about it (literally) 😅🙈
I truly do not understand how it still catches me off guard that all my symptoms are worse when the weather/seaso...
To be completely honest, I reaaaaaaaally debated whether or not to share this one 😅🫣 And for real, after you've read it, please tell me if you want the rest, or you would rather not know 😬...
2025-09-24 19:30:01 +0000 UTC View PostYet another peek into my various songwriting strategies 😅
I actually recorded this same first few lines of the chorus three separate times because it started out with just lyrics an...
2025-09-19 15:00:17 +0000 UTC View PostIt's been a while since I shared one that's just a random melody that came to me, and since we were feeling the spoopy haunting vibes yesterday, this one felt right.
I know I've talked about ...
2025-09-16 20:24:20 +0000 UTC View Post